The following scriptures were underlined in a Book of Mormon by Jordan and entitled: "Prayer of a returned missionary coming back to a wicked world. Oct. 10, 2003." Alma 31: 30-35
...O Lord, wilt thou give me strength , that I may bear with mine infirmities. For I am infirm, and such wickedness among this people doth pain my soul. O Lord, my heart is exceedingly sorrowful; wilt thou comfort my soul in Christ. O Lord, wilt thou grant unto me that I may have strength, that I may suffer with patience these afflictions which shall come upon me, because of the iniquity of this people. ...O Lord, wilt thous grant unto us that we may have success in bringing them again unto thee in Christ. Behold, O Lord, their souls are precious, ...therefore, give unto us, O Lord, power and wisdom that we may bring these, our brethren, again unto thee.

Jordan
May 14, 2010 9:00 pm

Summer and I were remembering how Jordan seemed to place little value in clothes and other material things...how he still had mostly clothes from high school that he wore all through college. He was quite happy to wear hand-me-downs from his big brother or father. He asked for a shirt for Christmas, which his sister Risa sent from Iowa, and a pair of pants. He wanted something like Dockers, but asked if we could go to Wal-mart to get them so they wouldn't cost so much. I told him I never bought clothes at Wal-mart, but he insisted. So, off we went. He was just delighted with his new khaki pants that cost all of $15.00. And I think he only wore them once for about two hours...the morning I took him to the hospital for his heart surgery.

Jana
April 25, 2010 6:44 pm

The other night for FHE we took homemade wheat bread, hot out of the oven, to some friends. It reminded us of another time when we had recently moved into a home on Oakridge Drive. Jordan came home from school and asked us if we knew all of our neighbors yet. We were embarrassed to admit that there were two households we were not acquainted with because they were not members of our church and we hadn't had the "time" to go visit them. Then Jordan urged us to make some bread and take it to them so we could meet them. We did that for Family Home Evening. One of the neighbors was a man living alone who seemed quite sad and was very happy to see us. We spent quite a bit of time talking with him. Within two weeks he passed away from a stroke. I have thought often of how inspired Jordan was in his daily life, always reaching out to lift and help others.

Sam Fowers
February 21, 2010 9:46 am

I can't believe it's been four years since I've seen our Jordie. I still see his smiling face and hear his voice when I picture him. I was so happy last year to discover all of Mom and Dad's old videos and transfer them to DVD for safe keeping. We were able to see a lot of old footage we didn't remember, or may never have seen in the first place. My favorite was our Nativity scene on Christmas Eve of 1998, I believe. Jordan was the donkey whose strength gave out just before Bethlehem. He was always making us laugh and lifting our spirits.
What I've come to appreciate about this time of year is that not only do we get a fresh start and set goals for the new year, but it's a reminder of how much I want to return and live with my Heavenly Father someday and see my Elder Brother, and my younger brother Jord. Nothing else matters, and we need to do all we can to get ourselves and our families there! Love and miss you, Jord!

Summer
January 13, 2010 8:20 am

(This is from a scrap of paper found in some scriptures.)
I have been foreordained to the callings and responsibilities given to me in this life. Am I ready? Is there anything getting in the way of me fulfilling my destiny? "Repent" for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Aren't we all beggars? I have constant need of repentance and the Atonement. Recommit to be prepared for whatever the Lord has in store for me

Jordan Fowers
December 11, 2009 6:23 am

What a sweet experience, to go to this website and see that someone has remembered our dear Jordan. And after six years, remembering his birthday, too. The lovely words in Spanish below say the following:
"Please pardon me for not writing in English, but my English is not very good...I met Jordan during his mission when he was in his last area, Jimenez, Chihuahua, Mexico. I want to share my feelings...just yesterday when Jordan would have had his 27th birthday (Sept. 23rd), I was thinking of him and was overcome by sadness as I remembered how it was that I came to know of his death. I had sent him letters and he had answered them; but, when he did not answer my last letter, I wrote him again after some time had passed, asking why he had not answered my letter. A short time thereafter, I received a letter and when I noticed that the sender was the "Fowers Family", I had a premonition even before I opened the envelope. I had been preparing a meal and wanted to finish it before opening the letter, but I could not. I sat down to continue reading. I wept so much as I remembered him. He was a very special person, as you all know, and there are few like him. I will always remember him for his many, many virtues, the greatest of which I perceived to have been his humility. In this quality he was a great example for me and many, many others who knew him.
As I read the Fowers family letter in our sacrament meeting (the Branch President asked me to read it), I could scarcely continue as I began to cry again; and as I turned my head, I saw that the majority of those present (even though some did not know Jordan) were also crying with me. That Sunday I called Jordan's mother to tell her how badly I felt about Jordan's death and I was very sad, but when I heard the serene and tranquil voice of Sister Fowers, a feeling of peace, which I cannot describe, came over me. There is no doubt that the gospel of Jesus Christ offers us peace and tranquility even during life's most difficult tests. This I sensed from Sister Fowers on that occasion.
Sister Cuquis Sanchez

Jana Fowers
September 30, 2009 5:16 am

Disculpenme por no escribir en ingles,pero mi ingles no es muy bueno...Yo conoci a Jodan durante su mision,cuando el estuvo en su ultima area,en ciudad Jimenez ,Chihuahua...quiero compartir mis sentimientos,pues estaba recordando que Jordan ayer cumpliria años,y me invadio la tristeza al recordar como fue que me entere de su muerte:...yo le escribia cartas y el las contestaba,pero la ultima ya no la contesto,paso tiempo y yo le escibi a el otra carta preguntandole porque el no contestaba mis cartas...al poco tiempo recibi una carta,y desde el momento en que lei el remitente que decia: "FOWERS FAMILY"senti un presentimiento aun antes de abrir la carta,yo estaba muy ocupada haciendo la comida,y quise esperar a terminar de hacerla para despues leer la carta pero no pude,me sente a leerla y mis ojos se empezaron a llenar de lagrimas,y apenas si podia leer,llore mucho a recordarle,pues como todos ustedes lo han manifestado aqui,el era una persona muy especial,como hay pocos...siempre le recordare por sus tantas y tantas virtudes pero la mas grande que yo en lo personal pude percibir de el fue su humildad,eso fue un gran ejemplo para mi y para muchas y muchas personas que le conocieron,pues al leer yo la carta de la familia Fowers en el sacramental(porque el presidente de rama me pidio que lo hiciera)casi no podia seguir leyendo,pues de nuevo empece a llorar,y al voltear mi cara al frente,vi que la mayoria de las personas presentes,(aunque algunos no le conocian)tambien lloraban conmigo,ese domingo yo llame a su mama,la hermana Jana para decirle cuanto sentia la muertde de Jordan,y yo estaba muy triste,pero al escuchar la voz tan serena y tranquila de la hermana Fowers,me invadio un sentimiento de paz que no puedo describir...no cabe duda que el evangelio de Jesucristo nos brinda paz y tranquilidad aun en medio de las pruebas tan dificiles de la vida,como lo pude percibir en esa ocasion de la hermana Fowers.

Hermana Cuquis Sanchez
September 24, 2009 11:04 am

I sang with Jordan for two years in Men's Chorus, and he always gave his all in rehearsal every single day. I have a feeling he skipped the orientation meeting on the other side and launched straight into sharing the gospel with all the enthusiasm he showed in this life. Jordan, thanks for your example, my friend. D&C 138:57.

Brian Wall (Henderson, NV)
June 24, 2009 9:18 am

(From a letter written after Jordan's funeral. Karin gave the invocation.)
Dear Jana and Sam,
I have wondered what I could say to help you understand what an honor it was for me to be asked to pray in behalf of your family. From the time you asked me, I pondered about what Heavenly Father would have me say to give some comfort. As I walked along the trail I pleaded with Jordan to help me and then, as naturally and matter of fact, as could only come from Jordan, the thoughts poured into my mind. It was as though he said, "Now, that isn't hard, is it!?" And then I was at peace.
I have loved Jordan from the first moment you brought him into my 1st grade class. I have never stopped loving him. I, like you, am looking for the day we will meet again. What pure joy it will be.

Karin Olsen
February 20, 2009 9:41 am

Christmas Eve was great fun with the Utah kids gathering at our house for dinner, a little Nativity, and lots of talk. When some of the grandkids got shy and didn't want to do the Nativity, Kami was happy to be Mary and Avery was tickled to be an angel. And then Hunter came running down the stairs in a much too small bathrobe as Joseph, saving the day. It brought back memories of Jordan, and how he always would show up to save the day.
Later, playing Canon in D on the piano brought a sweet memory of Jordan and Jillian playing that piece as a duet. So many memories of a happier time.
Someday it will be glorious when the whole family is together again.

Jana
December 30, 2008 8:45 pm

My Jr. High band is getting ready to go to Indianapolis in the spring to play in a festival. I also like Jordan play percussion. Everytime I pull out my drum sticks or my pad I think of him and it's a good reminder of him. I miss him so much and can't wait to see him again.

Hunter Fowers
December 28, 2008 6:25 pm

I know I've said this a million times, but I miss you so much and I will never stop missing you. Everything reminds me of you during the Christmas season and I wish I could just hear your laugh one more time. I hope you are close by and know how much your family loves you and thinks about you.

Jillian
December 23, 2008 10:25 pm

I don't remember the occasion, but I was babysitting Jordan for the evening. Jordan was about three or four years old and he was my "kid" for the evening. When it came time for bed I made a mental note on Jordan's spirit of cooperation and respect towards me, and when we started reading the books I had brought to read, I made another mental note on how curious, aware and focused Jordan was as we discussed the books together. I thought what an outstanding student he would be and what a great team player and calming influence he would have on those around him. Then it was time for his bedtime prayer. WOW! What a prayer. He was really tuned into those higher, spiritual spheres. Jordan's outstanding all-around specialness showed up early and never left, but only got better as he grew and fulfilled his incredible mission on earth.

Aunt Linda Fowers
October 25, 2008 9:39 pm

As Liana and I waited for the police to arrive after our accident this weekend, I thought about the experience of Jordan's "almost ticket " before his mission. He was hurrying to an Institute class, going down Main Street in Kaysville. Suddenly a motorcycle cop appeared out of nowhere and pulled him over. When Jordan handed the policeman his driver's license he said, "Fowers. Hmmm. Just a minute. Don't go anywhere." And then he crossed the street and went into a home on the corner of an old neighborhood. (One we had lived in several years before.) When he returned he handed Jordan's license back and said, "My mother says I can't give you a ticket. She says you and your dad were my parents' hometeachers, and you were the best home teachers they have ever had. So, no ticket, young man, just remember to slow down."
And those who know Jordan well, know how responsibly he drove after that experience, and for the remainder of his mortal life.

Jana Fowers
October 13, 2008 6:14 pm

Happy Earth Birthday Jord! We love and miss you!

Summer Barrett
September 23, 2008 11:42 am

One evening in Institute, the Allens had asked Nate Packer to teach a lesson about being prepared. For an object lesson, Nate stood before the class and told us how he had failed to prepare, and he was just going to turn the time over to us to share our testimonies. He then proceeded to sit down, but he was planning to get right back up to teach his lesson. Little did he know, the second he told us the time was for testimonies, Jordan's face lit up and he moved to the edge of his seat, anxiously waiting his chance to stand up. Right when Nate sat down, Jordan sprang to his feet and was bearing a beautiful testimony. It took Nate by surprise, but really helped with the object lesson. What a great example Jordan was to everyone around of taking every opportunity to share his testimony.

Jamie Barrett
September 22, 2008 9:21 am

(A record of thoughts shared and impressions felt at the funeral services of January 21, 2006.)
Loyal friend.
Ever kind, ever meek.
Peacemaker.
Slow to be offended or to offend.
Patient and good-natured.
Wise beyond his years.
Champion of the underdog.
Called to serve the Heavenly King of Glory.
A virtuous man.
Inclusive of all.
Makes me want to be better.
Though not the oldest sibling (#6 of 9), an example to all.
His life is an example, his death an inspiration.
Obedient and loving son and brother.
Personal journals to treasure.
And He will take upon Him their infirmities, that He may know according to the flesh how to succor His people.
I soon go to the place of my rest. Then I shall see His face with pleasure. He will say unto me, Come unto me, ye blessed, there is a place prepared for you in the mansions of my Father.
There will be a washing, a washing over of the Balm of Gilead, to comfort and to heal.
An empty seat in the choir. A sneaky suspicion he has been here.
We will remember his singing heart, contagious laugh and perpetual smile.
We will treasure the memory of his noble spirit, radiant countenance, and courageous faith.
We will all be better for having known Jordan Kimball Fowers.

Rocky Dustin
August 24, 2008 9:24 pm

Before I ever heard the news about Jordan, I was driving through Sardine Canyon and admiring the white snow covering the fields. As I looked at the snow I remembered something that I hadn't thought about in a long time. Jordan was my date for the Christmas dance our senior year. For part of the day activity we drove up Trappers Loop, pulled off the side of the road and played snow football. As I was driving, I thought of that football game. I had been hesitant to play when the activity was suggested. I don't consider myself an athlete, but, in the end, I had such a good time and a lot of that had to do with the fact that Jordan didn't make me feel stupid for not being too great at football. He was really good at making people feel comfortable. I felt the same way freshman year of college when he encouraged me to play a lot of sports that I hadn't really tried before. I was always grateful that I could play and not worry about my lack of coordination.
Another great memory that I have of Jordan is that during our freshman year at BYU we went weekly to do baptisms at the Provo Temple. It made for an early morning as we would walk up to the Temple about 5:30 a.m. I have always been grateful for those weekly Temple visits. It was wonderful to go with a friend and know that we both had the same goals and that the Temple was so important to both of us.
I am grateful for Jordan's example to me and his friendship. What peace the gospel brings. On Sunday I sang "Where Can I Turn for Peace?" in sacrament. I thought about Jordan, about life, and everything that goes with our mortal existence. I am so grateful that we know where we can turn, and Jordan was an example of living with that knowledge.

Katie Wood Holmes
June 18, 2008 8:35 am

I love his smile. It was always there, even early in the morning. He would get out of the shower and sing the phrase "Cleeeeeaaaan!" This went on for almost a year and kept getting more and more elaborate. We even got a "clean" rendition of Beethoven's 5th Symphony.
Jordan was an example of discipline. I loved his determination. It was always amazing to see his discipline in reading his scriptures every day. Most of us lost many of our good habits after our missions, but not Jordan. He was always diligent in reading, bearing his testimony, and serving others. The most important thing was that he was diligent about the important things.
Jordan was an example of charity. He continually cleaned, made beds, gave people rides, took people's garbage out (usually girls), did the dishes, and countless other things. He was always looking for opportunities to serve.
Jordan was a counselor. I loved having after date debriefing sessions with Jordan. It was always fund to get back to our apartment after we took our dates home. We spent many an hour trying to figure out if our dates liked us, how we could tell if they did or they didn't, if we liked the girls, if we would take them out again, and how soon we should call them. Jordan's famous phrase was "What should I do, guys?"
I love his laugh. His laugh was contagious. I loved to hear his jokes, and how he would laugh more than anyone else, and then we would laugh because he was laughing.

Nate Packer
June 2, 2008 8:11 am

(letter written Feb. 8, 2006)
To the Family of Jordan Fowers:

Several years ago I had the privilege of knowing Jordan in a unique and special way. I was his 4th grade teacher at Knowlton Elementary. I was deeply saddened when I learned of his passing. Since then, I have been motivated to share with you some of my memories of this remarkable young man.
The year with Jordan was not typical. The class was made up of 17 boys and 9 girls. Most of the boys were extremely athletic and competitive. The girls soon learned, however, to hold their own in our male dominated classroom. Jordan was the youngest in the class and, consequently, one of the smallest. I remember the intesity in his face with the physical challenges of the P.E. activities with the older, bigger boys. How hard he tried, and his compelling effort made up for size as he competed and participated with the best. I never felt he was overwhelmed or discouraged, but rather he enjoyed each challenge and event.
Jordan was so bright. We were using a new math curriculum and many times I found myself somewhat confused by the new procedures. I would call Jordan to my desk and together we would discuss the concepts. He was the one most likely to see the light first. Then with a smile he would explain it to me.
I loved Jordan's happy disposition, his courage, and capacity to work and accomplish whatever he challenged himself to do. I loved his thick, blond, curly hair.
Since retiring from Knowlton, my husband and I have served several missions...We love the gospel and receive comfort in time of great challenges and deep grief. May I express my love and concern for you at this time.
Fondly,

Peggy Brewer Holliday...One who also loved Jordan very much
May 15, 2008 6:45 pm

(A letter written August 9, 2006)
Dear Sister Fowers,
My name is Cody Phillips and I am from Anchorage, Alaska. I was a member of the BYU Men's Chorus this past year and was blessed with the opportunity to sing at Jordan's funeral. Although I did not know Jordan personally, he has made a great impact on my life. Learning about what a great man he was has really inspired me to make myself a better person. I still feel the Spirit very strongly whenever I think about him or read his journal entries on the website. For example, I saw at the funeral how priceless Jordan's journals are to your family, and that inspired me to start keeping a journal. I share his love for singing in the Men's Chorus. I feel so grateful that I was able to sing at Jordan's funeral. The Spirit there was incredible. Thank you for asking us to sing at the funeral and allowing me to honor a man who I will always look up to.
I hope all is well with you and your family. I know that you have already been told this countless times, but Jordan really made an impact on more people than you could ever keep track of. In Men's Chorus, Sister Hall always tells us that we have the potential to change the world. I truly feel that Jordan realized that potential and really did change the world. He will always stand out in my memory as a witness of Christ and a person who was committed to following the Savior.
(Cody is currently serving a mission in Lima, Peru, and his twin brother is serving in Jordan's mission, Chihuahua, Mexico.)

With love,

Cody Phillips
May 12, 2008 11:11 pm

(Excerpt from letter written Feb. 10, 2003, from Chihuahua, Mexico.)
Dear Mom and Dad,
How are you doing this fine afternoon? The sun is shining for the first time all week and things are great here. I got your emails and I loved hearing about the happenings in the family and the ward. Dad, do you feel like you're back on your mission when you practically run the ward on Sunday? This Sunday was actually a "light" Sunday for us--we only had to open the chapel, hold a meeting with the branch president, and bless the sacrament. I almost felt lazy!
Tuesday night we made out biweekly stop by the house of Brother Gonzalez, an older returned-missionary who lives alone and whom we haven't found at home since before Christmas. We're not sure if he still lives in his little house or not, but we keep stopping by. So, Tuesday night we went to his house again, and once again he wasn't there. So, we proceeded to the next appointment and in route this scruffy looking man began yelling "hermanos" and coming toward us from a block away. Well, we thought he was one of the over-friendly drunk guys in town and we started walking faster and didn't stop until we got within the gate of the house we were going to visit. The man didn't stop following us and he caught up to us as we were knocking the door. Then he said, "Elders, it's me, Brother Gonzalez!" Boy, were we surprised and embarrassed. We gave him a hearty greeting and apologized for practically running away from him. He didn't seem to take it personally, and a bit later we went back to visit him in his home. We talked about his mission (he served for three years!) and he told me he was working up in the mountains where he thought Grandpa Hatch was born. A little town called Chuichupa or something like that. We sang a teary hymn with our dear brother before we left and promised to go back soon.
It feels great to meet good people and feel part of the love that our Saviour has for them. We are all "lost sheep" in one way or another, prodigal sons. I think as we strive to assist the Good Shepherd in finding his lost sheep, we end up bringing each other back together into the fold. I love being a missionary and I love knowing who I am and God's plan for me. I love you, Mom and Dad. I love you, family. I'll keep in touch.

Love,

Elder Jordan Fowers
May 6, 2008 9:02 am

Dear Jana and Sam,
This morning I have had a hard time with a heavy heart, thinking of the sorrow and pain you have gone through. I so wish I could carry it for you.
But, as I walked past one of Trisha's pictures and took a minute to wipe off the dust, the words came "Would you have denied me this experience?" Would I have wanted to keep her in a fallen world when the opportunity and blessing came to allow her to ascend? Of course not. The greatest gift we can give is to allow them to become all that they can be. Our little ones have been good enough and pure enough to return to the one that gave them life--their Savior.
John 15:13. "Greater love hath no man (or mother) than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."
We went through the valley of the shadow of death to bring them here. Now we are willing to walk that way again to let them return home--and with honor. What more could we do for them? We have now given up a portion of our lives--and a big part that is--to let them go on to receive their glory and serve their God. Of this I testify, your loving friend,

Bette Hubrich
April 29, 2008 5:34 pm

A letter received in Sept., 2007)
Dear Fowers Family,
At this point you are probably curious as to the purpose of this letter and picture from a family that you do not even know. Let me tell you about it:
I sang in the BYU Men's Chorus during the 2005-2006 year and I had the great opportunity of sitting next to a Jordan Fowers and sharing a music folder with him. I loved it. It was so nice getting to know Jordan and becoming acquainted with some of his qualities that you already know so well. After that fall semester I received word that Jordan had passed away. I was with my fiancee, Kyra, at the time I heard and I cried. I had never had someone so close to my age that I knew personally leave mortality.
I went to the funeral and since I had been his folder buddy I had the blessing of sitting next to the empty chair in the Men's Chorus on that beautiful day. The whole experience touched me a great deal and has stayed with me.
My wife and I were married in April, 2006, in the Mt. Timpanogos Temple and in July of the same year we found out that a baby was on the way. We decided that if it was a boy we would name him Jordan. People ask all the time where the name comes from and I tell them about a good friend who passed away named Jordan.
Jordan Palmer was born March 25, 2007, and is doing well. When he is old enough to understand, we will tell him how he received his name. We will do our best to instill in our son the same values and virtues that your son embodied during mortality.
We hope that you can find joy in knowing about one more way in which your son touched lives while he was here.

The Palmers
April 27, 2008 5:43 pm

How I love Jordan Kimball Fowers! He is one of my heroes, along with my father, the prophet Joseph Smith, and the Savior. I long for the day when I can throw my arms around him again and tell him how much I love him.
So many people have reached out to us at Jordan's passing. He touched many, many lives. People have been so kind and I know that many people loved Jordan and have been impacted tremendously by his life. Jordan's death has been very hard for all of us, but especially for Jana. She has struggled terribly through this time of sorrow. I think that she somehow feels responsible or that she could have prevented this. She has had some experiences since his death that have brought great comfort, though it is still very hard. I know that my Redeemer lives and because He lives, so shall we! We will see Jordan again--this I know!
Jordan has run a great race, fought a good fight, and as the long day closes and the book of life is written, he comes out a sterling example for all of us to follow. He is a candidate for the celestial kingdom and has done all that his fathers could ask of him.
We have thought about the many prayers that were offered for Jordan, that the Lord would spare his life and let him remain with us. Why did the Lord not answer those prayers? An apostle of the Lord gave him a priesthood blessing. He was prayed for by name in the Salt Lake Temple with the prophet himself, Gordon B. Hinckley, as voice. Surely the Lord hears and listens to those prayers. Our whole family, and many, many friends, our current ward and past wards, all prayed for Jordan. Why did the Lord choose to take Jordan at this time?
As I have pondered this question, I have come to realize something startling. I believe the Lord answered our prayers three years before we prayed them! He gave us the gift of Jordan in our lives, preserving his life, and answered our prayers before we even knew we needed them answered! What a blessing! According to the doctors who treated him, he should have died in Mexico, in the middle of his mission, on the basketball court, when his aorta first tore. He could have died running on a lonely road with no one around. The doctors could not believe that he was alive and walking around--let alone running, playing sports, and doing all that he was doing.
The last three years of his life were the Lord's gift to us and all who knew Jordan. He who knows the end from the beginning, who has all flesh in His hands, who loves us so much that He gave His life for us, has answered our prayers in a dramatic and most merciful way. Do I have a testimony of the goodness of God, of His love and mercy and greatness? How could I not have! I will bless His name forever for His bounteous goodness. Praise ye the Lord!

Sam Fowers
April 14, 2008 9:35 am

Dear Jordan,
Thank you for being her guardian angel and helping send down little Presley Jordan safely. I hope that she can have some of your many wonderful characteristics.
Love, Kate

Katie Dickson
April 3, 2008 4:59 pm

(A note written one year after Jordan left)
I want to write a few words to you this week, a time of great difficulty and sorrow as you remember and grieve over Jordan's passing. Then again, it can also be a time of bittersweet joy as you recall his goodness, his righteous desires, and his graduation to a higher realm.
I imagine that your grief is like a tide that ebbs and flows; it may ebb for awhile and then rush back in to drown you again. I hope that this week will not be a drowning experience.
Because I was a teacher of literature for so many years, I have found myself thinking back to pieces that describe sorrow at the loss of a loved one. Perhaps you can take comfort or reassurance in some of these lines: from Shakespeare's "King John", a mother who has lost her son--
"Grief fills the room up of my absent child,
Lies in his bed, walks up and down with me;
Puts on his pretty looks, repeats his words,
Remembers me of all his gracious parts,
Stuffs out his vacant garments with his form;
Then have I reason to be fond of grief."
From "Macbeth", a play I taught for twenty plus years:
"Give sorrow words; the grief that does not speak
Whispers the o'er-fraught heart and bids it break."
(You have done well to give words to your sorrow.)
From Victor Hugo:
"As for you--if you should miss me--I am not really gone, just transformed, freed from the frail cloak, my physical body. But I will see you again, and our hearts shall rejoice."
I hope your hearts will rejoice as you do the day of service. We will serve on Friday in a place Jordan loved, (the MTC) and we will think of him lovingly all day.
Con mucho amor,

Risa (and Barry) Udall
April 1, 2008 7:46 am

One of my favorite memories of Jordan is from June of 2005. I was training to run a ten-mile race and one of my friends was going to run it with me. When it was just a few days before the race, my friend realized she wouldn't be able to run. Not wanting to run alone, I asked Jordan if he wanted to run with me. He hadn't run that far ever before, but he agreed. The morning of the race came and I was very nervous about it. Jordan, however, gave great pep talks not only to me, but everyone on our bus! It was cold and early and most of the runners were quiet, but Jordan just joked around with everyone and made us all laugh and relax. It was so fun to run with him and talk with him. He kept me on pace by saying, "Now, Elise, we have eight and a half minutes to run this next mile, so let's take it slower on this hill and then a little faster going down."
We wore our blue "Bob's Team" soccer shirts and other runners would ask, "Who is Bob?" or "Where's Bob?" to which Jordan would respond, "You know Bob! He's up at the front, winning the race!" His cheerfulness was always evident, even though we were sweating, panting, hot and drained. It was one of the best races I have ever run because I had Jordan cheering me on! I can't help but think that now that he is gone--now that he has finished his race--he is still cheering us all on.

Elise Andelin
March 28, 2008 9:26 am

Dear Jordan,

Congratulations, Graduate! We have been celebrating your "graduation" day now for two years and have some wonderful memories and experiences from those days. But now we have another graduation day to celebrate. Today was my birthday (and Hunter's as well.) The best gift I received was the package I opened containing a diploma from Brigham Young University issued to Jordan Kimball Fowers. It was awarded posthumously on April 27, 2006 and is signed by Cecil O Samuelson and President Gordon B. Hinckley. Included was a copy of the Graduation program from that graduation, with your name listed prominently on page 68. The only problem was that they somehow failed to let us know about this until a short time ago. Jana kept the diploma hidden until today, when she gave it to me for my birthday. Is is something that I will always cherish. More than a few tears were shed tonight with all the family gathered when the package was opened. This probably does not mean much to you, but it is something that we will always treasure, as you had completed your hours and requirements for graduation before your other graduation two years ago. We love you so much, son, and think of you every day. Your example continues to radiate in our lives and in the lives of so many others. Again, congratulations Graduate!

Lots of love,

Dad

Sam Fowers
March 25, 2008 12:00 am

Jordan is one of a kind. The most predominant trait I noticed in him is his selflessness. You feel bad being his friend because there was no way anyone could ever return all that he gave. I couldn't begin to name the countless acts of service he performed for me alone. As his roommate, he made my bed a thousand more times than I ever did for myself. Once, he let me borrow his truck for my birthday, meanwhile he had to make arrangements to get a ride to work. He was my personal barber for two years without asking for a thing in return. He was just pleased for the opportunity to serve.
What I really loved about Jordo was the way he always reached out to me personally, he seemed unoffendable. I don't know what I ever did to deserve his friendship. Despite whatever time or circumstances that separated us, he never let me go. I've often wondered why. But, whatever compelled him, I am most sincerely grateful for his unwavering friendship. Literally brilliant, hopelessly optimistic, and persistently cheerful are all unique characteristics of my good friend "Jordo".

Chris Robertson
March 20, 2008 8:39 pm

Thoughts and memories about Jordan:
I learned a really valuable habit from Jordan. I noticed one Sunday, while in Sacrament meeting, that Jordan was taking notes. Each week I would watch Jordan write down the speaker's name and then some notes, thoughts, or feelings. I decided to follow his example and have found Sacrament meetings to be so much more valuable.
Jordan had an unforgettable, contagious laugh. No one could laugh like he did. But when he started, no one could help but join in the laughter. I often found myself not laughing at the joke, but laughing because Jordan was laughing.
Jordan was our No.1 barber. He would cut anyone's hair, any time of day--whether he could really spare the time or not. And he seemed to take pleasure in doing it!
I remember when Jordan went for a month, or two or three, without sugar. He wanted to conquer his sweet-tooth cravings--and so, he did. He was a great example to all of us.
Jordan loved to be clean. He also loved our apartment to be clean. I'd often come home from school or work to find him scrubbing the tub, mopping the floor, or doing the dishes. Not only did he love to clean, but he also loved to serve--and he was ALWAYS serving.
One day I noticed a new addition to our shower. We had a few laminated scriptures up on the shower wall, and in the white space on a couple of them, Jordan had done some drawings. To keep our bath floor from getting so dirty, he drew a picture of two feet, with arrows pointing to the faucet, instructing us to wash our feet off before getting dirt all over the shower floor. It makes me laugh just thinking of his pictures now.
When Jordan's siblings had their own struggles and trials, Jordan always prayed and worried over them. He was constantly seeking to build and strengthen his family--through phone calls, visits, and his own personal prayers. And I know they felt his love. (And still do!)
Jordan often reminded me of Joseph Smith in that he would give up anything had for someone in need. One day, he decided to go buy a new pair of pants for one of our roommates whose pants were getting old. (This in spite of putting himself through college and receiving no monetary help from home.) Another time, Jordan just up and gave away his nice mountain bike to someone who didn't have a way of getting around. And this was the case with anything Jordan owned--from shaver to clothes, to food, to his own towel, or in-soles for his shoes. He would just give them or lend them to anyone who could use them. For him possessions were a means of helping and serving those around him.
One day, someone backed into my car, putting a hole in it and drove off without leaving a note. When I found out who the "criminal" was, and that he was someone from our own ward, I was pretty upset. But, Jordan suggested that I take that person some cookies and make sure he knew that there were no hard feelings. I decided to follow his suggestion, and it resulted in a change of heart--for both the giver and the receiver. Jordan was a great teacher.

Andrew Allen
March 14, 2008 11:24 am

Excerpt from a journal, July 31, 2005:
"My life hasn't changed much , but, hopefully, I've been growing. School is going well and I'm almost finished with summer term. My district at the MTC is a handful with 12 missionaries, but it's fun. I love working at the temple, too! On Saturday my little sister, Jillian, is getting married to a great young man named Andy. He really is an amazing guy and I'm so happy for them. Another bit of good news is that my braces are coming off in October! It's still a ways away, but hopefully the time will go by quickly and then I'll be free. Now I understand why my sister Risa yelled at her orthodontist and wouldn't leave his office until he took her braces off. I know that this will give me experience and be for my good." (Jordan had his braces off three months before he left mortality.)

Jordan
March 4, 2008 11:32 pm

A page from Jordan's journal:
May 22, 2005
I'm alive! And I can talk! I survived my surgery (orthognathic or jaw surgery), but it wasn't very fun. I couldn't talk or eat for a week, and even still it's hard to eat. But, it went well, and now my bite comes together and I can eat artichokes! But, I've been blessed and protected these past few weeks. I had some time to read , so I read "The Other Side of Heaven" about Elder Groberg's mission and "Millie's Story", my great grandma Joyce's biography by my Grandma Mimi. What great books! You learn so much from reading good books. Now I'm back working at the MTC and love my district. This week they decided to only speak Spanish. They progressed so much and were more spiritual than they've ever been. "Sacrifice brings forth the blessings of heaven." I am happy. I think I've been getting better at living in the present and not looking back, longingly at the past, or looking too much toward the future. Today is a great day and I can do much good and enjoy every day of my life!"

Jordan
March 1, 2008 9:05 pm

"Have I ever regretted asking and heeding the question 'What would Jesus do?'. Never! Who cares what consequences come--or don't come--I will serve the Lord! I need to always be repenting and then making and keeping my covenants. Often, I have those spiritual "a-ha" moments, but I need to follow up with a renewed desire to keep my part of God's covenants. Thus I can show my gratitude for my Savior's atonement and how He forgave and made me clean. I can be more steadfast in keeping my covenants."

Jordan Fowers
February 26, 2008 8:56 am

Returning home from his mission with no funds for Christmas, Jordan made a large card for his dad that said:
10 things Jordan likes about being home with Dad...
10. Hugs with sound effects
9 Working side by side
8. Funny stories
7 He supported me on a mission.
6. Singing hymns together in church
5. He takes us on family outings.
4. Reading the Book of Mormon together
3. Warm laughs and smiles
2. His trust
1. His love
I love you, Dad. Merry Christmas, love, Jordan


February 24, 2008 12:16 am

A note written to the family in 2006:
I regret, and am so sorry I did not seek more understanding before of Jordan's critical condition. We did, of course, add him to our fasting and prayers--but, all I could see was Jordan's huge smile and his vivaciousness for life and "knew" that he, of course, would fly through this like he does in everything!
Today, images of his incredible life and spirit keep playing out in my mind. I was his "Star B" teacher and I knew that Jordan was a miracle child. A miracle that someone so perfect could live in this very imperfect world. I watched him grow from child to boy to man, living as though the Savior was at his side continually. Letting other children go first, and singing hymns at the sacrament table--no matter what age, he always stood out with exemplary confidence, humility, love, testimony, and evidence of his close relationship with his Savior.

Kathryn Godderidge
February 18, 2008 10:32 pm

A letter Jordan wrote to one of his sisters while in the Missionary Training Center (11/11/01):
Dearest Summer,
I can always count on you for my Saturday letter--who says the Logan mail system doesn't work? And, as always, I enjoyed your sweet letter. Today is just a lovely day, and earlier I was reading the Book of Mormon outside, under the crisp, blue sky. After I finished reading I just watched the clouds for a little bit--they were so white and happy.
Well, that ends the Nature Appreciation segment of this letter. Anyway, I enjoy Sundays more than lots of nice things in this world. Our meetings are spread out through the day like the old timers used to have it, but I love it. We have little breaks where we can study or write letter or watch the clouds, and then tonight I get to practice with the choir for Tuesday Devotional. It's amazing to sing with over a hundred missionaries--and then we have the Sunday Fireside. Last Sunday our choir director gave a little thought while we were singing "Secret Prayer". It was about the line that says: "Tis solace to my heart to know, God hears my secret prayer." He said that in a meeting, Elder Holland said that "Knock and it shall be opened" is a literal promise, including those secret prayers in our hearts. Then he quoted 3 Nephi 17 when Jesus stays, prays for, and blesses the people because in their hearts they wished He would stay. I just really liked that thought, and maybe "Sum"one else would too.
I'm glad that you are starting to teach--let me know how it goes and if I'd want to do something similar--since we are twins. I support you in any good endeavor you pursue, because you ask your Heavenly Father what you should do, instead of the world. For that you're a saint. Hopefully, I can reach saintly status one day, too, but for now, I'm fine with having Saint Summer for a sister.
Love,
Your brother, Elder Fowers


February 18, 2008 10:09 am

Excerpt from a letter written after Jordan's passing by his cousin, Jedd.
"As I have prayed over what I might write, a few feelings have reoccurred. One relates to the word "valiant". It has been in the forefront of my mind as I have contemplated how to characterize Jordan's life. I am not alone in that feeling. I have heard and read the sentiments of others and the messages are consistent: this was someone extraordinary in his commitment to living the gospel, no matter the cost. As my parents wrote in a letter to us: "May we all be so wise as to take just one of Jordan's qualities into our lives for the New Year: temple attendance, scripture reading, journal-keeping, happy/smiling/positive, anxiously engaged in doing good."
I came across a letter to the editor that Jordan wrote while at BYU. He expressed an opinion about a matter, which is much debated these days, but what caught my eye was his discussion about the fact that the Lord has given us the ability to change and receive healing from life's pain through the Atonement. He wrote: "We can change through the Gospel of Jesus Christ. No hurt is too great, no harm so irreversible. Truly our Savior can change our hearts if we come to him and plead for that balm of Gilead. I hope those who have 'felt to sing the song of redeeming love' can share with others the hope that repentance and the Atonement are realities. Hopefully, we may be able to stand against the increasing tide of evil so that we may come off the conqueror."
Jordan wrote it, he believed it, he lived it! The obituary was right--"He was so well prepared..." but he will be missed so much!
I realize now that I did not know the depth of Jordan's spiritual reservoir, the quiet power of his testimony, or the exactness by which he strove to live the principles he knew to be true. He did what so many struggle to do, while trying to live the teachings of Christ: he found the elusive balance between what may seem to be competing virtues. Jordan was humble and bold; smart and teachable; obedient and inventive; fun-loving and contemplative. This is what we expect of prophets, but we saw it in a 23 year-old who carried the name of a prophet: Jordan Kimball.

Jedd Fowers
February 17, 2008 11:04 pm

I wrote something about a week ago, but it never got posted for some reason:

It's been two years, Jord. You've had a good mission, but it's time for you to come home! We miss and love you, but also know that you have a greater mission to fulfill.
You continue to be a light and great example to us in our lives. Until we meet again!

Summer
January 21, 2008 8:58 pm

Karley and I drove out to Iowa to surprise the Risa and Jeremy Karras family. What fun! Christmas in Iowa is sweet, happy, entertaining with Wyatt, Abby and little Griffin. As Karley was getting to the bottom of her stocking she found a tag with "Jordie" written on it. Always sweet reminders that he is close by and watching over us. How we long to see him, hear his great laugh, his shout of joy as he comes in the door, feel his giant bear hugs, and ruffle his wiry hair. One of a kind, that Jordie boy. We all love you so, Jordan!

Jana Fowers
December 26, 2007 10:10 am

Merry Christmas Jord! We're thinking about you and hope that you're close by during the holidays. You make Christmas time extra special for us. We love you always!

Jillian Cluff
December 24, 2007 1:36 pm

I just learned that Jordan had passed away today as I was visiting the Festival of Trees. Jordan was my home-teacher during my freshman year of college at BYU. He was very supportive during that rough year for me and was always willing and prepared to give me a blessing anytime I needed. I am so grateful for the time I knew Jordan. He truly blessed my life, as I'm sure he blessed others.

Katie (Herem) Poland
November 30, 2007 9:21 pm

Yesterday four friends, Bette Hubrich, Marlue Perkins, Judy Harding Roundy, and I spent the day decorating a tree at the Festival of Trees in honor of our dear children. We had a wonderful time (in spite of many burns from the glue gun and no food), especially seeing other friends, meeting new people, exchanging stories, and just being together. One friend from Bountiful told me a hilarious story about Jordan that will not be posted here. Call me if you want the details.
And though holidays are always tinged with sadness now, there is still great joy because of the birth of the Babe in Bethlehem. He who makes it possible for us to see our precious children again. And I will be eternally grateful for the honor of having friends like these three magnificent women.

Jana Fowers
November 27, 2007 8:16 am

For someone who always seems to have something to say, it's taken me a long time to write anything about my little brother Jordan. I just haven't had the words to truly express the feelings in my heart. But I've felt a lot since he left us. The hurt has been something I didn't expect quite so intense. But I also have had my testimony reconfirmed over and over of the love our Heavenly Father has for each of his children and of the truthfulness of the Gospel. As Jordan's older brother, I always looked up to him for his strength and character. He was a rock for all of us around him. That is why it's been so hard to see him go. But I know he's close and that he continues to do amazing things. His goodness touched everyone he came in contact with. He made everyone want to be kinder, to do good continually, and to be more like our Savior. I love him very much and I think about him a lot. He continues to inspire me and put a smile on my face every time I think about him. I hope to be worthy to carry my kid brother's briefcase when we get to heaven, he is that special. And oh what a reunion that's going to be. I love you Jordan.

Brandon Fowers
October 10, 2007 12:02 pm

i love it when i feel close to jordy like this. the situation wasn't fun but i had my older brother there to protect me :) i love you jord!

Karley Fowers
August 4, 2007 7:08 pm

I remember going to Jillian's house with Dick (not married at the time), and Jordan was talking to us in the kitchen. I always wondered how someone could be so overly happy about everything. He was cooking bean burritos, and no matter how many times we told him we didn't want a bean burrito he insisted on it. He finally made us each one, and put it in front of us, and told us it was our choice to eat it or not.. He was soooo funny, I loved being around him every chance I had. I remember his grades from BYU would be hanging on the fridge, and he was disappointed about getting all A's and one B+. Yes we did eat his burrito that were filled with his blessings, and after I heard him calling Hunter for scripture reading. It shocked me that older brothers actually did that, but also secretly made me wish I had an older brother like him....

Melissa Vallejo Messerly
August 1, 2007 1:33 pm

I miss my Jordy

Jillian
July 26, 2007 4:44 pm

Tomorrow is the 4th of July and I am marching with the Farmington Junior High Band in the Kaysville Parade. I am in the drum line just like Jordan was. It makes it that much cooler because he played the same things I am playing now. I hope he is proud of me for being in percussion because I am proud to be doing it not just because I love it but also for Jordan.

Hunter Fowers
July 3, 2007 11:36 pm

On Nov. 14, 2004 Jordan wrote the following:
"If I love Him, I keep His commandments. Place around me safety nets and back-ups to prevent me from hearkening to temptation. Seven anchors to prevent sin are 1. prayer, 2. temple worthiness, 3. hard work, 4. scriptures, 5. repentance, 6. charity, 7. be Christ-centered. Let others know of your temptations so they can help and be a safety-net. Why do this? Because I love Him."


June 27, 2007 2:14 pm

I never knew Jordan but I am Jillian's sister in-law. I wish I had known him. I hear about him all the time, his great times and bad. I see his pictures and all the good that he did for his family. It is a beautiful thing to leave such a lasting impression on those who loved you. It is a greater thing to let that love radiate through them in order to affect those who need that love. He was a wonderful man and will be missed I enjoy hearing all about him and the love he gave.

Cherisa Paul
June 21, 2007 12:42 pm

I have always admired Jordan from a bit of a distance, and he has been an amazing role model to me. I remember playing at his house as a 4 year old, and even though he was a few years older than me, I’ve always considered him my first “friend.” When I was in elementary school, I saw him at Farmington Jr. High playing percussion, and so I wanted to play percussion. Later, I saw him at Davis High School marching in the Farmington parade, playing the tenor drums on the drumline. That’s the reason why I wanted to play the tenor drums and be on the drumline. Playing the drums, which has been such a big part of my life, came from Jordan’s example.

I was serving a mission in Korea for 8 months when I heard about Jordan’s passing. Reflecting on his life and on the way I want to live my own, it triggered the greatest “turning point” for me as a missionary. Although he most likely never knew of the impact he has had on my life, his life has been an example to me for over 17 years. May the Lord continue to bless him for his impact on the world for good.

Scott Stevenson
June 21, 2007 10:44 am

I remember the last time we were with Jordan in Utah and he did a really special thing for me. He cut my hair and then turned the shower on for me so I could wash it.

I love Jordan very much.

Wyatt Karras--Jordan's 6-year old nephew
June 13, 2007 7:13 pm

I'm at a loss for words. After reading so many of the memorial messages from family, friends and even people like me who never knew Jordan, the old saying "The Good Die Young" must certainly be true! I'm a guy, but I actually had tears in my eyes after reading the messages about Jordan that are filled with so much love and admiration for him. He touched so many lives on so many levels, and his positive influence was and still is felt far and wide. What a remarkable young man, missed by many, and loved by all!

D. Brown
June 7, 2007 5:47 pm

Jordan wrote this Oct. 25, 2001, shortly after arriving to the MTC. It was written in Spanish.

MY MISSION
My mother will say the following about me: Elder Fowers was a beloved son and friend of mind. He has a pure heart, and his only desire is to make the world a better place for all of his loved ones.

My mission president will say: This elder knows the gospel of Jesus Christ is true, and he wanted to share this knowledge and his love for his Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I never had to worry about Elder Fowers' worthiness. He worked hard and was a great example to others.

My Savior: My dear son, Elder Fowers, I take pleasure in speaking well of this missionary who always spoke so well of me. Elder Fowers rejoiced to carry my name over his heart. He did not know all things, and perhaps he worried more than necessary, but Elder Fowers knew me, and I am happy to help this missionary in the work of my Father. Well done, my good and faithful servant.


April 21, 2007 8:47 pm

(This letter was written June 2006)
Dear Fowers Family,
This is a letter we've been meaning to write for quite awhile. Jordan was a friend of ours at Campus Plaza. He remains one of the most cheerful and giving people we have met.
A year ago we ran the Park City Marathon. Andrew Allen was running the race as well. Jordan offered to drive us all to the start of the race in the morning. It was so dark and so early! It was about 4:30 on a Saturday morning when we left. Jordan was so cheerful as he drove that hour to Park City. (We were both pretty nervous.)
After the race began, Jordan jumped in and joined the volunteers. To our surprise, he was there at Mile 8, handing us water and cheering us on as we went by.
By the end of that 26 mile race we were very tired and just gritting our teeth to make it to the finish. With only a mile or two left, Jordan suddenly appeared and fell into step, running beside us. We tried to push and pick up the pace, and not look as tired as we felt. As we got closer to the finish we were so tired! To make it harder, we couldn't see the finish line over the crest of the hill. We asked Jordan, "Where do we go? Where is the finish?" It seemed impossible to find it. He told us, "It's just up there. Keep going straight and you'll make it. You're almost there!" With that, he turned aside and let us run on to finish on our own. It wasn't a big thing, but his encouragement made such a difference to us!
A few months later we decided to run one more marathon. We trained that winter to run in June again. We thought and talked about Jordan during our training. We laughed, remembering our confusion and hoped that we could find the finish without him. The Salt Lake City Marathon is over now, but as we got to the final miles and things got tough, we were encouraged by remembering Jordan telling us, "Just keep going and you'll make it. You're almost there."
Sometimes I think about that with the perspective of life as a whole: to reach the finish--even when the road is long and hard--just keep going because as long as we go straight we will make the finish. Even if we can't see it from where we are now.
It is a small event, but we wanted to share with you one of our favorite memories with Jordan. He was so good to be excited for his friends--from the early morning start, to helping in the race, encouraging us near the finish, and congratulating us at the end. And Jordan's simple, but profound encouragement is something that inspired us at the end of the Salt Lake Marathon, even though he wasn't there. And we remember what he said and how it helps in other parts of life as well. We will not forget!

Rachel Eddington and Amber Crooks
January 18, 2007 5:19 pm

To Jordan's Family,

My wife passed away last month from brain cancer. She too was only 23. I never knew Jordan, but what I've read about him on this website shows how loved he was and what a faith he had. I just wanted to let Jordan's family know that your expressions of faith on this site has built up my own. I felt very comforted reading your comments and your testimonies. I will say a prayer for you all tonight and hope you all the best.

Thank you,
Kyle

Kyle Karhohs
January 15, 2007 10:43 pm

This has been the longest year of my life, and it is a great relief to have reached this point. So much of sadness and grief, yet many blessings and amazing experiences this year, also, most of it connected to Jordan. He remains close and mindful of us, that we know. Friday evening to end our "Day of Service" in his honor we went to the Bountiful Temple. It was very crowded, we had to wait a long time to get into an endowment session, but the striking thing was that the men in our group had names from Chihuahua, Mexico, where Jordan served his mission. And, I expect he is waiting eagerly to help those men accept the work done for them that night. The sister for whom I did the work was named "Librada", also from Mexico. The name means "freed", which made me think of how Jordan is freed from the trials of this life now, from the pains and sorrows and disappointments. And free to move on in the next estate, preparing for the Second Coming, working with the great spirits from past dispensations. He deserves it! But, we miss him terribly, his sunny personality, his loving ways, his funny humor, his ability to lift and make us all happy, just to be with him. That's our task, to learn to get along without him, and do it well, so we can some blessed day be with him again. How I long for that day to come quickly!

Jana, Jordan's mother
January 14, 2007 5:49 pm

Yep...I can't believe that it's been a whole year. I miss Jordan soooo much. He truly changed my life! I will never forget him!

Candice Moriyama
January 13, 2007 4:59 pm

I cannot believe it has been a year...it seems like an eternity since I last saw Jordie's smiling face. A year ago yesterday was the last time I talked to him. I remember we had family prayer and mom blessed him that he would have a successful surgery and a quick recovery, which made us all start to cry. Then afterwards we all started giving goodnight hugs and when I gave Jordan one I said, "Goodnight Jord, I love you so much!" To which his reply was, "Karley! You're acting like this is the last time I'll see you!" And it was. But I believe he wasn't talking about here though, but the chance we have of seeing him again when we will be a forever family. I love you and miss you Jordan! But I Know I will see you again! Love your little sis,

Karley Fowers
January 12, 2007 8:05 am

One year ago today was the last day I spent with Jordan before his surgery. I can picture him as clearly today as I could then, excitedly telling me about his wonderful blessing from Elder Scott while he set the dinner table. I can still hear his voice and his contagious laugh.
Jordan, I miss you every single day. I can't even begin to put all my feelings into words. I just want you to know how much I love you and will always love you. Thank you so much for your example to me. I long for the day that I will see your face again.

Jillian Cluff
January 11, 2007 4:09 pm

I haven't written any memories as of yet, because it is difficult for me to put my feelings down on paper. Like Summer said, it seems like just yesterday that it was last year. We were all together for Christmas last year, and it was the last time I was able to see Jordan.

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of Jordan; his smile, his laugh, his hugs. Many Sundays I leave church with my face tear stained, because I cannot make it through the hymns without thinking of Jordan and our loss.

I know that Jordan's mission on Earth was fulfilled, and that he is now fulfilling a higher calling. Remembering this makes it a little easier when I think of him. I look forward to the day that we will all be reunited with him. I love you Jordan!

Brittany Conde
December 24, 2006 7:26 pm

We're coming up on a year now, and it seems like just last week we found out that Jord was going in for surgery. As I think about last January, many emotions and memories come flooding back and it's hard to relive that separating feeling. Though it’s been very difficult to lose my wonderful brother and friend, I also saw so much good come from his death. I’ve learned that the Lord works in mysterious ways, and though it’s hard for us not to question why, we also see His mighty hand at work in our daily lives and feel so blessed.
As the holidays approach, it becomes harder and harder to think about having our first Christmas without Jord. He was always the bright spot of our holiday, making us sing Christmas carols, act out the nativity, and so happy through it all. In fact, when you were around him, it seemed like Christmas all year round. What an attribute to aspire to!
If you still visit this site on occasion, it means you still think about and love our Jordie, and I thank you for your kind and loving support of our family over this past year.
We love you Jord!

Summer Barrett
December 19, 2006 10:59 am

Today is October 1 and in a few minutes we'll be watching General Conference with Jana and Sam in their living room. We went to the cemetery this morning with freshly cut sunflowers. In many ways Jordan was like a sunflower, spontaneously taking the power of sunshine and making a spot of the world better, happier and more cheerful. I remember my last bear hug from Jordan, his aftershave, his laugh. The sweetest of memories is when Uncle Steven and I came up with Adam, Jordan's cousin, who was going into the MTC prior to leaving for his mission to Seoul, Korea. Jordan spent a day with us in Salt Lake as we attended the temple, had lunch and visited the Conference center. The excitement of Jordan's and Adam's pending missions and being together in a temple session was choice and memorable. Jordan took that whole day of his young life to bless our lives. I think of Jordan laughing at my dumb jokes or stories and I smile...he was always the most gracious of audiences.

Liana Clarkson "Aunt Liana"
October 1, 2006 10:15 am

My memory is many memories of a similar kind. Whenever Jordie would greet me or come into the room and see me, he made me feel special by the excitement and enthusiasm he used in his greeting. He would lift my spirits immediately and I felt happy just being in his presence. I know that he had this effect on the rest of his family and friends and that is one reason why we love him so much and miss him every day.

Since Jordan's death, I feel like I have a heightened awareness of the things I do on a day to day basis. I want to be more deliberate in doing good things and making the right choices. Because of Jordie, I can see the person I want to become and I just need to keep working at it.
Happy 24th Birthday, dearest brother. I love you and miss you!

Risa Karras
September 23, 2006 9:24 pm

Happy Birthday Jord!!!! We love you!!!

Jillian Cluff
September 23, 2006 9:28 am

To Jordan's family--
I know you don't know who I am, but I'm a friend of Jordan's from Campus Plaza. I knew Jordan last winter before I left on a mission to Jacksonville, FL. I just heard from Nate Packer that Jordan has gone back to his heavenly home and I wanted to write to you and tell you what an amazing son you have. I have many memories going over to his apartment and he was always so happy and positive. He truly brightened my day whenever I saw him. He has a great sense of humor. Other memories include going to St. George and hiking with Jordan and Hunter last February. It was a pleasure to be in their company. Jordan was always respectful and completely genuine. I could see the light of Christ shine in his eyes and his whole countenance. The last time I saw him was when I was in the MTC, where he taught. He came to say hi. Jordan loved the gospel and had a strong testimony, which I'm sure he's sharing with his spirit brothers and sisters right now. You raised a wonderful son and I want you to know that I know you will see him again one day. I know that through the sealing power of the priesthood, families will be together forever. My heart goes out to you and my prayers are with you. But, I just wanted you to know that Jordan touched many lives, including mine.
"All that is unfair about life can be made right through the Atonement of Jesus Christ." (Preach My Gospel, p. 52)

Sister Kimberly Hall
September 20, 2006 10:53 pm

The last couple of days I've been really emotional, missing Jordie a lot. I just realized that I've been pretty stressed lately, and Jord used to be the one to sit down and listen to me. He somehow knew when there was something wrong, and after you told him, he seemed to have a way to make it all better. I always admired that about Jordan. He never judged anyone. He made you feel like you were the most special person on the earth.
You're birthday is coming up Jord, and I just want you to know how much your family loves you and how we'll all be celebrating with you on that day. I LOVE YOU JORD!!!!!!!!!

Jillian Cluff
September 7, 2006 10:43 am

When I think of my brother Jordan, the first thing that comes to mind is his huge smile. It didn't matter if I had been having a bad day, when I walked in the door and saw that smile, somehow everything seemed fine. One memory I have with him is from last Thanksgiving. As a family we went to Sacramento for the week and stayed in a couple's basement who were on vacation. They had a pool table down there, and we would sit and play for hours. I challenged Jordan to a lot of games, and most of them I lost, but I did end up winning a few. When I won, I remember his reaction, that wasn't like most guys: which was to get mad and make-up excuses for losing. I expected him to be upset, especially since he had just lost to his little sister. But his reaction was the complete opposite; he congratulated me and was really sincere about it! His attitude at the moment taught me a lot about what's important and what's not. Being a good brother was more important to him than winning a game of pool. I am so grateful for my older brother's wonderful life and example, and even though he's not here to help me along, I hope I can follow his example and be able to live with him forever. I love you Jord!

Karley Fowers -- Jordan's little sister
July 30, 2006 4:48 pm

Riding home from Phoenix today I became acquainted with a very nice girl attending BYU, and told her a little about Jordan and referred her to this website. She wondered if there would be any information about the cause of his death, and i made me think that this was something which needed to be included. Therefore, the following is a memoriam that we place in the National Marfan Foundation 25th anniversary journal:
"Jordan Kimball Fowers, age 23, died in January, 2006, following extensive aortic replacement in the setting of a chronic ascending and descending dissection, as well as an aneurysm of massive proportions. Throughout his short, but well lived life, Jordan brought much joy to his family and many friends. He also underwent several surgeries (bilateral inguinal hernias, pectus carinatum, orthognathic) and saw myriads of doctors because of complaints related to the Marfan Syndrome, but, because he was only 5'10" tall, though he had major musculoskeletal involvement, he was not diagnosed until just prior to his emergency surgery. Five of Jordan's siblings and his father have now been diagnosed with Marfan syndrome, all of average height. Our family pleads with medical schools everywhere, and health care providers, particularly in the fields of pediatric surgery, orthopedics, thoracic surgery, cardiology, orthodontics, physical therapy, and family practice to "think outside the box" in relation to this "variable expression disorder". If only we had known sooner..."
Jordan's life was well-lived, and, for some reason it appears his conditon was "hidden" from us and doctors. His extremely defective heart could not be detected by stethoscope, EKG, or even x-ray until it was "too late". But, my hope is that we can help health care providers to become more knowledgeable and informed about this disorder, in the hopes of prolonging lives. Jordan's sacrifice will certainly help prolong the lives of his family members also affected.

Jana L. Fowers
July 24, 2006 11:18 pm

I first met Jordan as a fuzzy-haired little three year-old while we were on a trip to Utah from Canada. He was a month older than our oldest son, Ryan, and the two boys played with action figures together and had a lot of fun. Our trips to Utah were sporadic over the years, and we didn’t see the Fowers family nearly enough, but in the fall of 2000, Ryan and I drove down from British Columbia to attend a missionary reunion that was being held at the Fowers’ home. The boys had graduated from high school, and Jordan was attending BYU, but Ryan was working. Ryan planned to go to school after a mission, but he didn’t seem to have the larger perspective of what missionary service meant, and I wanted him to feel that desire to serve that I hoped he would catch at the reunion.
We spent only a little time with Jordan on that trip, but one wonderful memory was walking around Temple Square after a conference session and taking pictures of the former missionaries—the parents—and the future missionaries—Jordan and Ryan. Even at 18 Jordan was very focused on the gospel and on his purpose in life. It was wonderful to watch the reactions of his family when he came home from Provo that weekend. The girls and Hunter were so excited to see him, and their genuine admiration for him was evident in the way they talked to him and looked at him. This was a light for Ryan, an inspiring example of what a big brother could be to his younger siblings and the rest of his family. Both boys served honorable missions, and it’s hard to realize that Jordan is now serving in another place, with a mission that few are called to at his age in life. He will always be a light to us, as his whole family continues to be. We love you, Fowers family, and look forward to the day when we will be able to see Jordan again on our last trip home.

Patti Hartford
July 5, 2006 9:42 am

Dearest Jordan,
So it's been about five months since your passing, and not a day goes by with out thinking of you. You've made such an impact on my life! You've inspired me and helped me to want to be more Christ-like and more of service. Because of you I want to be more friendly and more loving. For some reason tonight, I felt all alone...perhaps a combination of being a little home sick and a little stressed. I decided to read through the excerpts from your journal again. I was reminded to count my blessings and to love others. Reading those entries brought a special spirit and I was able to feel Heavenly Father's love all around me! I miss you soooo much, but I know that you are doing the Lord's work as always. Thank you for your example! I can't wait for the day when I can see you again!
Love always,
Candice Moriyama

Candice Moriyama
May 28, 2006 11:08 pm

Dear Jordan,
Today is Mother's Day, and I miss you terribly. You were always so sweet, that every day felt like Mother's Day for me when you were around. You left several messages for me that you wrote in your journals on past Mother's Day, and I thank you for your kindness--always thinking and writing about others. We will have a little family dinner and talk about you. Hope you will be close by. Am so happy you are well and happily engaged further in the Lord's work. Till we meet again dearest son, Mom.

Jana, Jordan's mother
May 14, 2006 2:43 pm

Jordan, in the three months since you were welcomed through the veil your devasted family has endured further, related shocks. Your pure-life example, faith, & sweetness have sustained them, with further gratitude to you. This week here in Israel we commenorated the millions of victims of Germany's evil Holocaust specifically against the Jews. I was fortunate to attend the memorial service at the HS. Marta Wise, a 76 year-old Holocaust survivor of ghettos, concentration camps, horrors, detailed her survival for us when was 5 through 10 years old. She got away from Dr. Mengele, e.g. As she stirringly spoke, I repeatedly thought of you, how the treatment she & the other millions suffered offended your in-tune spirit, wounded your heart, was totally opposite to your kindness to others. I thought how now you might be privileged to teach among the victims. Your parents adore you--we all do. We are glad your life on earth was not marred by the ugly cruelites of hate, war, evil. We are greatful for your example of forgiveness & love.
Sam, Nathan, David & dianne seckler, Tel Aviv

Dianne Seckleer
April 27, 2006 1:14 am

I just finished reading the excerpts or Jordan's journal that were posted, and am once again impressed at what a remarkeable man he was. Thanks to Jordan, and thanks to the Fowers. He surely has touched the lives of a lot of people.

Melanie Barrett
April 9, 2006 9:10 pm

I am also one of Jordan's cousins, and although he and I are the same age, I've got quite a ways to go to catch up to him spiritually. I am in awe of the life that he lived, the example that he set, and the great things that he made a priority in his life. I remember when he first came home from his mission, my sisters and I went to his homecoming luncheon at his home right after church. When we went up to him to give him a big hug, you could see him hesitate for just a moment before he realized it was okay to hug us. We all got a good laugh out of it, and it was fun to tease him about it for a little bit. He is so pure! Throughout the last little while as I've had time to sit and read some of these entries, and as I sit and remember the conversations I've had with Uncle Sam and Aunt Jana and their kids right after Jordan passed away, I can't help but be grateful that Jordan is where he is. I know he's happy, doing what he loves to do, and I know we will all see him again someday. And what a reunion that will be! I am grateful to have known Jordan, and I feel like I've gotten to know him so much more through reading so many of these messages left by people who love him and people who's lives he's touched. It's easy to see he comes from a very strong family, and to see his testimony of the gospel was something he absolutely cherished. Sam and Jana and family- I love you guys and continue to pray for you. Take care- Love Tiffany

Tiffany (Campbell) George
March 27, 2006 3:45 pm

I absolutely love Jordan and am so grateful that I was blessed to have him for a cousin. My favorite memories of him are from when he was just a little guy. Rubbing his head was always fun--what amazing hair! Another precious memory of him was when he was probably about 4 years old. My husband, Jonathan, and I were newlyweds living in Wymount Terrace in Provo. Sam and Jana left the kids with us for an afternoon while they attended a meeting somewhere. We made a pitiful little starving students picnic of peanut butter sandwiches and went out with my little cousins to enjoy the nice weather. Jordan acted as if those peanut butter sandwiches were gourmet delicasies, 'mmm'ing with such unrestrained, sincere gratitude. I think that was one of his gifts. He appreciated. He appreciated people, he appreciated the Gospel, he appreciated everything. I love how he found the good and praiseworthy wherever he went.
My tenderhearted, happy cousin--I will see you in the resurrection. Until then, tell Grandma and Grandpa 'hi' for me.
Love,
Tawnja

Tawnja Campbell Gibson
March 25, 2006 5:28 pm

Jordan,
You were the best trainer in the mission field that anyone could have had. You loved everyone and showed a great example to us all. You were valiant and showed great courage to stick up for what was right always. Thank You my friend for the many experiences teaching, going to General Conference, and the laughs we had when I visited your dorm those times I came up from Orange County to Provo. You taught me so very much and I will see you again my friend
Love,
Jared Miller

Jared Salvador Miller
March 6, 2006 4:05 pm

Jordan's Scholarship Fund

I became Jordan's friend in the few months before he passed away and was privileged to keep him company in his last few days.

Even if you don't have the means to donate large amounts to Jordan's scholarship fund, you probably know people who do. It doesn't take long to send information to relatives or friends who might be able to contribute. I can provide sample letters and instructions. Just email me at aisaacson@hds.harvard.edu.

Ashley Eva Isaacson
March 1, 2006 4:55 pm

Jordan's example has impacted the lives of so many, and his spirit, even now, is bringing to pass great and marvelous works. As we grew up, his Christ-like attitude and perfect love always lead me to reevaluate my life, and to direct my life towards Christ.

He always put himself in a position to serve and be a strength to others. When at a family reunion, instead of playing football, or jumping on the trampoline with the other kids, I would find him cleaning up the mess left from lunch, or entertaining his younger siblings so his parents would have opportunity to see all their brothers and sisters who lived so far away. His selflessness showed me the way to be more Christ-like, and his example acts a a model for me to follow as I prepare myself to follow after and live with my Father in Heaven again.

I love you, Jordan. I hope you know how much. Thank you for your help, your example, and your friendship. May we all know the path to perfection, and have the strength to follow. Your life bears witness that we can "be perfect, even as [our] Father in Heaven is perfect." Carry on.

Adam Clarkson
February 19, 2006 12:24 pm

I don't have many specific memories of Jordan, since our families didn't see each other very often while growing up, but I have had the opportunity to know him more these last few years.

The one good memory I have of him is when, as a recently-returned missionary, he came to our son's 1st birthday party luau. All the men had to get up on stage and dance the "haka" and Jordan got right up there and participated. He also helped sing a Spanish birthday song. We were glad to have him be a part of that occasion (and I'm glad that I have him on tape)! The other thing I'll remember about Jordan is that he was so generous with hugs--just like his mom and dad.

There is no doubt that Jordan knew what this life was all about. He lived according to what he knew, and exemplified Christ-like living, sharing his light and love through word and action. He loved his family and all those he associated with. No, he wasn't perfect, but he certainly was continually striving. What an example for all of us!

The scripture that I think of when considering Jordan's life and death is 2 Nephi 9:39: "to be spiritually minded is life eternal."

You are missed, Jordie boy!

Lindy (Udall) Funaki
February 14, 2006 10:49 am

Jordan was always one of those people that seemed to define the phrase 'quiet dignity'. In being around him you never had to doubt that he was close to the Spirit. He was the type of person that you loved to be around because he was always quick with a genuine compliment and ever ready with that contagious Jordan smile and hug that, for me, always seemed to come at the right time and always seemed to say, "You are loved". I hope Jordan knew how much I love him and how grateful I always was for the unconditional friendship that he offered me and everyone else around him. He always seemed to have an eternal perspective and he was and is a great example to me.

Jana and Sam, you raised an amazing young man whose life has touched thousands. Jordan knew, better than anyone I know, how to truly love people and that's because he was taught by word and example in his home.

Lisa Siddoway
February 12, 2006 12:43 pm

I remember Jordan as one of the cutest little people I'd ever seen. And I liked him because he was not only cute, but always obliging when we wanted to show him affection. He didn't push away, but always was equally happy to see you as you were to see him. I wished he'd never grow up and stay cute and little forever. When he did start growing up, the only relief we got was when little Hunter came along, just as cute as Jordan was as a little guy. :) Of course, Jord stayed cute and as sweet as he ever was, but he definitely grew. :)

A wonderful last memory I have of Jordan was when he came with his parents to Arizona to surprise me and Tommy at our reception in July 2004! It was great, and I was so pleased to see Jordan because I hadn't seen him since he'd come home from Mexico! It was so nice. Not only did we get to see him, and Tommy have the pleasure of meeting him, but we also have a dvd of Jordan narrating our entire reception. He recorded the whole thing, and Uncle Sam made and sent us a dvd of it. It is a sweet memory for us. Thank you, Uncle Sam & Aunt Jana, for sharing so much with us, and for making that possible. We love Jord and you so much.

Camerie Udall
February 11, 2006 4:08 pm

When I think of Jordan, I first think of the summer I lived with the Fowers family. I had just graduated from high school and Jordan was not quite four years old. He was SO CUTE. Oooh! His little round cheeks and his hair. That summer Jana tried growing his hair out to see if she could gel it and control it a little more. (Didn’t work.) As his hair got bushier and bushier, he was like a little sheep. When college started that fall, my roommates and I would go up to Farmington to escape the dorms and be with a real family. We had such good times with all the kids, and to this day, Lisa and Valery refer to Jordan as their “little sheep.” Before I knew it, Jordan had graduated from high school, started classes at BYU, and left on his mission. Jana kept me apprised of his doings, and he was always doing something good.

In primary, seminary, Sunday school, we are often asked to think about what kind of person we would like to be when the last hour of our life arrives. Knowing of Jordan’s life—his actions and accomplishments—it seems that Jordan was the kind of person he wanted to be. And after reading and hearing excerpts from his journals, it is more than clear that yes, Jordan was exactly the person he wanted to be. Knowing that makes me feel happy and gives me peace. I know it does the same for his family.

It’s hard to believe that Jordan is not here with us; hard to believe that at the next family gathering he won’t be there. The last time I saw him was at Jillian’s wedding—he came walking around the corner, looking happy and bright. That’s how I will remember him.

Symonie Udall Harris
February 10, 2006 9:31 pm

When James E. Faust spoke of the light of Christ in people's eyes, he was speaking of Jordan. I know of no one, save Jesus Christ, who's life brought so much happiness to others. He was a true disciple of Christ and he magnified his call in life. Growing up so far from the Fower's, the memory I have most of Jordan is hearing of his passing. The peace that comforted my heart as I sat at a computer in the mission field assured me that Jordan fulfilled his calling, that he lived the way God wanted him too, that he "made it." He is now fulfilling his call on the other side of the veil. When thinking of Jordan, my mind goes to Doctrine & Covenants 4:6, "Remember faith, virtue, knowledge, temperance, patience, brotherly kindness, godliness, charity, humility, diligence." No one was closer. God bless.

Elder Anson Clarkson
February 8, 2006 12:13 pm

It is obvious that Jordan inherited many wonderful traits from his parents: his smile, singing voice, intelligence, and good natured attitude. He did have one trait, however, that was truly his own: his hair.

I remember, when Jordan was a little child, rubbing his head and looking down at his smiley little face that also had a slight, quizzical look of "Why are all these people rubbing my head?" As one of my younger cousins, Jordan always took the head rubbing and teasing the way he seemed to do everything, with ease and patience. I can say that I only have good memories of Jordan, without exception.

Living so far from Jordan's family, we would only hear from time to time all of Jordan's accomplishments. Even from a distance, Jordan's life served as a measuring stick for what somebody could accomplish through hard work, focus, and godly living.

When I heard of Jordan's passing, I had one scripture come to mind. It described Captain Moroni, Alma, and the sons of Mosiah as "men of God." Truly, Jordan could be described as such.

One of my favorite hymns only exists in Spanish. To Jordan, I would like to say:
"O hermano adios, pues adios. El momento de ir vino ya. Si guardamos la fe en el Gran Dios, nos veremos aun mas alla."

Nat Clarkson
February 7, 2006 9:20 pm

Hunter, we are so sad for you. We used to see Jordan walking past the sports complex at BYU & stop to talk to him, offer him rides--mostly he wanted to walk but he always talked to us, & always made us happier. (Once when he was about 15 our mom got him late to soccer practice, but he wasn't annoyed. She still talks about it.) When you came to Provo to swim with us, & play, Jordan had dinner with us after, & answered all your mom's questions. Maybe we will be missionaries together some day so stay well, we are praying for you every day & we miss you. You must be so lonely for Jordan. It is hard to realize how bad it is for you, & for Karlye & your mom & dad. What a good brother!

Sam & Nathan Seckler
February 7, 2006 1:32 am

I remember Jana's laughing joy in the seconds after Jordan's birth: "Sam! He's a boy! I got you a BOY!" The midwife had Sam cut the cord. Born! A cherished sonship so short in years, so surely eternal. "A perfect son," you so often said, sharing his mission letters, his BYU doings. The cord binding him to this probation is cut, though Jordan was long ago Reborn a true disciple, by choice, by diligent faith, a shining light. And though you hear the Heavens sing "A son! a SON!" welcoming him with joy, this sharp, this agonizing, unwelcome severance throbs on & on. Lamentable reversal: grief wrenchs in waves of untimeable pains, unbearable, laborious, so close together, the earthly absence such a loss, an anguish, such an emptiness---Sam, Jana, joined in this labor of love, this parenting, support & sustain each other, steady the breathing. He will comfort you without anesthetic: Jordan is yours forever and ever, IF.... And if ever son wished to be reunited with his family, Jordan does. We love & celebrate the man who now knows Joseph, who is with the Savior, who has Work he loves to do. A joy to be his mother, his father, always., always, always.
Hope & Love to you both, to Karlye & Hunter, to Risa, Brandon, Brittany, Katie, Summer, Jillian & all the littlies. The sealing cords shall not be cut nor severed.

Dianne Seckler//Tel Aviv, Israel
February 7, 2006 1:18 am

I´m from Mexico. I meet Jordan when I was in my mision, he served as secretary of the president. He was a great missionary. I remenbered him happy and hard worker in the missionary work. He was a friend of one of my compations. He was a realy nice gay, a true friend. I don´t know what to say... is in time like this that we realy aprechiate the live that our Heavenly Father gives to us, I know that Jordan is now still working in the God´s work but now the recived a change to and other area. God bless you.

Eli S. Pavón
February 6, 2006 9:45 pm

I´m from Mexico. I meet Jordan when I was in my mision, he served as secretary of the president. He was a great missionary. I remenbered him happy and hard worker in the missionary work. He was a friend of one of my compations. He was a realy nice gay, a true friend. I don´t know what to say... is in time like this that we realy aprechiate the live that our Heavenly Father gives to us, I know that Jordan is now still working in the God´s work but now the recived a change to and other area. God bless you.

Eli S. Pavón
February 6, 2006 9:45 pm

Jordan did a big sacrifice for me. Because of him having to have surgery for his health problems my mom had most of our family have X-Rays at the doctors. After I had five tests the doctors concluded that I have what Jordan had. Mine is not life threatening but I have to take daily medication to keep it from progressing. I also cannot be as active as I used to. But it is better then not knowing and having dangerous heart surgery like Jordan did. To end I just wanted to say that every day I want to be happy and do my best just like my brother Jordan.

Hunter Fowers
February 4, 2006 9:20 pm

Jordan radiated light and was a young man without guile. He will be greatly missed.

anonymous
January 30, 2006 6:52 am

For those of you who missed Jordan's funeral, it was wonderful, thanks to the BYU Men's Chorus who came all the way to Farmington and sang three beautiful numbers. Our son-in-law, Andrew Cluff, was another great addition with his gorgeous voice and piano playing. Our friend, Greg Oman, gave an incredible uplifting talk, the prayers were so sweet from Jordan's first grade teacher and his mission president. And the drum line drumming as the casket was carried to the hearse and as we left for the cemetery was very moving. I think Jordan was very pleased, and grateful.
Beside his casket we framed one page from his journal which said, "Testimony of Jordan Kimball Fowers, June 16, 2004. Here I sit in the sacred grove in Palmyra, New York. All my life I have heard the story of Joseph Smith's first vision, and have even seen pictures and videos depicting the spot. And you might think I would now say, "seeing is believing", but I have always known that it is true. Joseph Smith saw my Heavenly Father and my Savior and they chose him as their prophet for "this last time".
I told countless people in Mexico about this vision--bearing my testimony--my certain knowledge, that it is true. I thank my Heavenly Father for this knowledge and this great church. All that I am and all that I will ever do, is because He revealed the everlasting gospel to a boy named Joseph. I know that my Redeemer lives, and praise to the man who communed with Jehovah...My life is complete because I am a child of God and my Savior atoned for me. My Redeemer succors me in my infirmities and He lives! Every time I teach at the Missionary Training Center or sing songs of Christ in Men's Chorus, or go to the holy Temple, I feel the spirit testify that this is indeed the only true and living Church of Jesus Christ."
Thank you for all your kind words of support.

Jana Fowers--Jordan's mother
January 27, 2006 8:05 am

I found out about Jordan's passing just last night and I am sorry I missed his services. Though I know none of the Fowers family, nor many of Jordan's friends I have known Jordan since the summer of 1999. That summer Jordan and I meet at "Business Week," a week long high school conference held at Utah State University that year. A few people were chosen from each high school to attend this conference. At the conference Jordan and I were assigned to the same "Company," "Company O" with about 6 other students. The first day of the conference Jordan was elected to be our company's CEO, president, or whatever they called it. As a company we bonded fairly tightly even though we were all VERY different people. Our company was among the closest groups at this conference. I attribute much of this to Jordan and his positive welcome spirit and domineer. He was soft spoken, but always shed positive light on all that we did.

After our missions Jordan and I were happy to see each other again at BYU where we would run into each other often and always felt a need to “catch up.” I think we were doubly excited to see each other again in the Men’s Chorus last year (2004-2005). We would often talk before and after class. (I think I met some of the Fowers family after one of our concerts.) What I most appreciate about Jordan is his cheerful disposition. He was always optimistic and had a near perpetual sincere smile on his face and in his countenance. I will miss seeing him on campus, but the light of his earthly life has left an impact on me. Thank you to who I am sure are fantastic parents, family, and friends who helped shape the person Jordan was and is. God bless you in your heartache, may this experience only strengthen your faith and love.

Doug Marchant
January 26, 2006 11:12 am

Dear Fowers Family,
I was so sad to hear of Jordan's passing. He seemed to be such a great guy and we are so sad he is gone. Know that you are all in our prayers and we are thinking of you daily.

Summer Flowers Sharp
January 26, 2006 10:01 am

Jordan was a student in one of my classes at BYU last year. I was grateful for him as a student. The class was taught in a large auditorium-style classroom with the students ranging many rows away. Jordan always sat near the front with a smile on his face intently listening to everything I and the other students said. He treated others with respect and kindness. He was a great student who had a real desire to learn all that he could. Several times he came up to me after class to continue discussion on that topic.

After that class, I found out that he lived in Campus Plaza, the same apartment building as my two daughters. I often saw him as I was coming and going to their apartments. I was amazed to find that he truly did always have a smile on his face!

I am grateful for the opportunity I had to get to know Jordan while he was here on this earth. He had an incredible spirit!

Lori Wadsworth
January 25, 2006 2:04 pm

Dear Sam, Jana and family,

I too have never met Jordan, but was very compelled after reading Jordans obituary to offer my condolenes to your family. I have two son's of my own and would have loved for them to have known Jordan. He must have touched so many lives during his mission here on earth and know that God must have a very special mission for him on the other side. our thoughts and prayers are with you.

Kari Wright
January 24, 2006 8:04 am

I didn't know Jordan, or his family, but was so impressed with what I read in the obituary that I was compelled to come to this website. Jordan's parents are to be congratulated on raising such a fine son. He touched so many people.....I know he is smiling down on your family and excited about his new work. Please accept my sincere condolences on the passing of such a fine man.

Patricia Bahr
January 23, 2006 8:35 pm

We express our sympathy to Jordan's parents and family at this very difficult time. While words are inadequate to describe your great loss, the warmth and comfort that comes from the gospel will lead all of you to a joyous reunion on the other side. Please know that our thoughts are with you.

Larry and Sue Denham
January 23, 2006 1:45 pm

After reading all of Jordan's journal entries at the viewing I awoke the next morning thinking these words. So I sat up in bed and jotted them down and thought I would share them with you.

Jordan,
Most of our interaction with you was at Bear Lake ina big family situation. Your sweet, gentle ways touched my heart. you were as kind and tender with the little girls as you were with those closer to your age - although I do think you were a little more attentive to the latter, (Heather, Camille, Moni, etc.). I have to agree with your parents, a big smile was always with you. whenever I think of you or envision you, a great big, broad smile is always there. We will miss you greatly at Bear Lake this summer and every summer. maybe you and Trisha will our only two from the Bear Lake family that finally get together. Thank you for your shining example to all of us in how to become Christ-like. You have inspired me to also keep a better journal - testifying of the truthfulness of the gospel and my love for it. The love I have for my family, me brother Jesus Christ and the great Plan of Salvation. We love you!!

Vickie Rupp
January 23, 2006 1:22 pm

I served with Jordan in the misson offices in Chihuahua for about 6 months. He was one of the best missionaries I knew. He obeyed the rules 100% and worked hard. In the mornings we would have devotionals mainly because of his encouragement. It really helped bring the spirit into our daily work. He served with all of his heart, might, mind, and strength. I know he is doing that on the other side. I am a better person for having known him.
THANKS ELDER FOWERS!

Steve Ford
January 22, 2006 6:13 pm

I never knew Jordan very much, but I read some of his journal quotes at the viewing and he just seems like a really good person, and I want to be like him. He's a good example for me. I am 8 years old. He is my mom's cousin. I hope his family will be okay.

Nate Beckett
January 22, 2006 5:41 pm

Jordan had a very sweet funeral. At the cemetery the family passed out balloons to some of the attendants. His grave was dedicated and after the prayer, Jordan’s father gave his thanks to the attendees and invited us to return home. But everyone just stayed for a moment, and there was silence. It was a little bit of Jordan’s peace, if you will. Then slowly we started to let go of the balloons. “Way to go Jordan!” shouted his grandfather. “Lets clap for him,” someone said, and we all clapped and cheered enthusiastically as we stared into the sky beyond the balloons. Tears streaked my face as I imagined Jordan’s sweet spirit finally turning and heading for the great beyond, so I turned and headed back to the familiar.

anonymous
January 22, 2006 3:20 pm

I was Jordan's companion teacher at the MTC until last April. He was so full of life and sunshine. He was always concerned with the missionaries well-being and meeting their individual needs. I was blessed to be able to work with him. He was positive and always smiled. He had a love and a zeal for missionary work that was contagious. He used to have the missionaries do personal study, and as they studied, he would sing hymns to him. They loved it, and always told me about it.

Once he ran six miles. The next day he slept in and was late for work. From then on out, the missionaries prayed for him to be on time. He just laughed. He was so good natured.

He did make a difference in peoples life and in my own with his big smile. He was prepared to go. I will miss him.

Ali Seaman
January 22, 2006 10:01 am

I didn't personally know Jordan. I am a member of the BYU Men's Chorus, and had the oppurtunity to participate in his funeral services. After the many memories and thoughts shared, I really wish that I had known him. Through those things expressed, I could feel of his testimony, and his love of the Lord. His life has become an inspiration to me, so that I can be prepared for whatever the Lord has in store for me.
I know that Jordan is where he needs to be right now, doing the Lord's work.


January 21, 2006 11:55 pm

I have a memory of Jordan that I would like to share. Back in High School, I asked Jordan to a dance. He ate something for dinner he didn't know he was allergic to and had to take some benadryll, to stop the reaction. Knowing the effects of benadryll, I offered to take him home before the dance. He refused. He stayed on the date with me until it was over, with a smile on his face the whole time. This is a random story, but it meant the world to me at the time. He made me feel like a person. I couldn't believe the news when I heard he was gone. After reading the obituary, I came to realize that I want to be like him and do the things that are pleasing to the Lord. I'm sorry that he is no longer with those of you that love him. Just know that the Lord is pleased with him and the work he has done on this earth.

anonymous
January 21, 2006 2:09 pm

Jordan and I lived in the same ward (BYU 236th) at Miller apts. When I think of him, three words come to my mind: spirituality, scriptures, and priesthood. He was a good and virtuous man.

Mark Huffaker
January 21, 2006 12:10 pm

For all of you who get to attend Jordan's funeral tomorrow, consider yourself lucky! Those of us who live too far away would give anything to be there.

When the BYU Men's Chorus sings, I hope everyone can feel that Jordan is singing along on the other side of the veil. Think about how much he loved to sing in that choir.

I wish I could be there! You are all in my prayers. Too many tears right now to talk.

Brenda Knowlton
January 20, 2006 9:30 pm

Jordan has gone to be with the Lord.

Everyone just close your eyes and pause and picture the moment that Jordan walked into the arms of the Lord.

He is happy. He is where everything is pure. He fits in the world of perfect love.

anonymous
January 20, 2006 8:52 pm

HUMILDAD es la palabra perfecta que describe a Jordan. Tuve la gran bendición de ser su compañero en la misión, de hecho su primer compañero. Y al contrario de yo enseñarle algo, él fue quien me enseño paciencia, humildad, amor, a pensar en los demás antes de en mi mismo y todas esas cosas que todos pudimos aprender de él. Fue un excelente misionero, trabajo con todas sus fuerzas. Apenas tenia oportunidad de hablar con alguien del evangelio él lo hacia. Siempre estaba cantando y sonriendo y eso se contagiaba. Pasé gratos momentos con él y agradezco al Padre Celestial por haber bendecido mi vida al conocerle. Jordan no era ni es un espíritu común y corriente, es un espíritu especial escogido por el Señor para realizar una obra grande en esta tierra y se que aun continua haciéndolo.

La primer ocasión en que pude ver el espíritu tan especial que tiene, fue cuando recién llego a la misión. Era su segundo día en Chihuahua, Mex. Yo había perdido mi reloj y entonces le pregunte la hora, a lo que el me respondió “¿no tiene un reloj?” entonces le dije que se me había perdido, y sin pensarlo, el se quito el reloj que traía puesto y me lo dio. Yo me negué a aceptarlo, pero el dijo que solo me lo prestaba, yo accedí. Nueve meses después fui a mi última entrevista con mi presidente y después pase con Jordan para arreglar mi estado financiero ya que él era el secretario financiero de la misión. Aproveche para despedirme de él ya que al siguiente día regresaba a mi casa. Le regrese el reloj, agradeciéndole por el. Y el me dijo que era un regalo para mi. Aun conservo ese reloj con mucho cariño.

Espero aquel día glorioso en que podamos vernos de nuevo.

Oro para que el Señor envíe pronto confort y sonsuelo a la familia Fowers y amigos.

Alejandro Yerena Alfaro
January 20, 2006 7:58 pm

Jordan was one of those people who made everyone around him happy and always put others before himself. Every single time I needed help with my Spanish homework, he would spend as long as it took to explain a concept to me or edit a paper or just practice speaking. He also convinced my entire apartment to join the ward running club, of which he was a faithful member. Every morning he would greet us with a huge grin and more enthusiasm than I thought was possible at 6:00 a.m.

I remember that every time he gave me a ride somewhere, he was playing the Tabernacle Choir or something else uplifting. He always had the most wonderful spirit about him. Jordan has a terrific sense of humor and could make anyone laugh. He treated everyone in a way to make them feel important. I never heard him say a negative thing about a single person, and I never heard anyone say a single negative thing about him.

Jordan was always the first person to come to ward choir practice and sometimes he was the entire tenor section, but he did an awesome job even by himself! No matter what he was doing, he was always doing it happily and gratefully. The gospel was his whole life and in everything he did, he was a missionary. Although we all miss him, I know that he is doing his favorite thing of all right now--preaching the gospel.

There were so many times that he would spontaneously walk in the door of my apartment and offer to wash our dishes for no reason! This was definately not out of boredom because he was involved in so many things, but serving was always his first priority. Jordan never tried to impress anyone but he made a lasting impression on all that knew him. I am so grateful that I have the opportunity to be his friend. Thank you so much Jordan; knowing you has made me a better person and I will never forget your incredible example!

Christina Hoffman
January 20, 2006 7:23 pm

"Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace."
( from the "Prayer of St. Francis") - I think it describes Jordan well (on this earth and in his work in heaven).

This is a pretty detailed description of the last time I saw Jordan but I think Jordan was involved in the details of others' lives so I'll write detailed.

I first met Jordan when he lived in Miller Apts. #19 in Spring 2004, just 3 apts. away from our old apt. #22. We were also in a soccer class together that term. Jordan was always willing to try new positions like goalie on the field when others didn't want to get the ball kicked at them. :) That impressed me though I didn't know him well. Though there are many memories of Jordan coming over to our apartment and bringing cookies and talking (He even brought cookies for those of us who were dating other people - no hidden motives! :P), my favorite memory of Jordan will always be when he was in San Diego for Josh and Kimberly Oldham's wedding this Christmas break with all of his buddies. Kristi Lundstrom and I were the other college pals in SD, so we all hung out after the wedding at the luncheon and at the beach, then at the reception. In reference to Sister Knowlton's comment on Jordan's speech at the luncheon - they asked for a volunteer from our table to speak and all of us were looking at eachother like "You go up!", avoiding eachother's eyes, or thinking frantically of what we could say. It was like our table reached an unspoken consensus that Jordan should be the one to go up, and then we insisted. I think Jordan realized that it would be a while before anyone got up the courage and he got up to help prevent an awkward situation. Of course, that's what I believe anyway, and it sure seemed like it when he got up and said "well... I don't know what to say..." until he said that he felt peace. That made me feel at peace too - and it was because I knew what a great leader he was in following the Gospel from my short association with him and I felt he was inspired to say that.

After the luncheon he volunteered to run with Kristi when she wanted to run along the beach for a bit so she wouldn't be by herself, and he was the first one to come up and ask me to dance at the reception (significant because I hadn't danced with anyone since my boyfriend and I broke up and I was pretty shy). He was the one I knew best out of Josh Oldham's friends, and I was glad he was there because he was easygoing and a true friend.

The next day the group of them were going to be tourists in SanDiego and they invited me to go though I'm an SD native. When they told me on the phone that they were going to the Zoo for an hour or so before surfing (the Zoo has a $21 entrance fee), I was hesitant b/c $21 for only an hour at the Zoo I'd been to many times before was not something appealing. :) When I said I'd wait for them at Balboa Park Jordan said he didn't want to spend money for that short a time at the Zoo either. Patrick told me later that Jordan had said that so I wouldn't be by myself. Anyway, when we got to the Zoo (Jordan driving and me in the passenger seat), Jordan changed his mind and said he'd go to the Zoo and that he would pay for me to go in too, even when I insisted that it was okay to wait for them. I offered to pay him back when we got back to Provo but he said, "No - how bout you owe me two dinners when we get back." and laughed. That was a relief b/c dinners aren't expensive and he always came to visit our apt. anyway. He wouldn't even take the few bucks I had. While we were at the zoo he called two girls in a row on his cell phone and asked them out. :) I was impressed that he never gave up and was always going on dates, even though he said that girls always broke his heart. I don't understand why they would - when someone asked me after he died "Why'd you owe him two dinners again?" the first thought that came to my head was because he was a gentleman in every sense of the word.

He lights up other people by welcoming them in his life and helping them feel that Heavenly Father cares about them and knows who they are. He comes up to people who are standing and sitting alone and feeling not so comfortable. He really was an "instrument in the Lord's hands" in this life to help other people feel happy.

Megan Graves
January 20, 2006 6:11 pm

I'm one of Jordan's cousins, and how I love him! He is truly inspiring to so many people. I have loved reading memories here from his friends and family--what a great tribute to him. He is a great example to all of us--I am so thankful for the goodness in him, because now my children are inspired by him. He is someone that we can all look up to--he helps me to want to live my life the best that I can. My love and prayers are with you, Uncle Sam, Aunt Jana, and all my dear cousins.

Tracy Campbell Beckett
January 20, 2006 6:04 pm

Kimberly and Josh's wedding was blessed to have Jordan in attendance (December 27, 2005 San Diego). After the sealing, we had a wedding luncheon at the Hilton with Jordan and his buddies enjoying some nice food and friendship. During a little program, a few volunteers were invited to the microphone to make a few comments. Jordan reulctantly came up,(perhaps he was egged on by the guys). I'm sorry I don't have a picture of him or a recording of what he said, but this is my best recollection: "I don't know why I'm up here (laughter) or what I'm going to say... (laughter)... nothing's coming yet..( laughter)... but I'm sure it will come." Then he made a few remarks. Then he said, "Just a minute, something's coming!...(laughter again) " I believe he said that he is happy for Josh and Kimberly to be getting married and feels it's right and then said, "Last night when we were at the Knowltons watching the slide show, well, near the end of it.........I felt........a great sense........of.....peace." And a hush went over the audience. The chuckling was done and eveyone felt that same sense of peace that Jordan relayed so beautifully.

Brenda Knowlton - Kimberly Oldham's Mom
January 20, 2006 12:52 pm

Jordan is more of a special young man to me than anyone may know. Josh Oldham and my daughter, Kimberly were recently married and they were both close friends with Jordan. Jordan drove a white mini van filled with a carload of close buddies down to San Diego for the wedding. The night before, they arrived at our home and we all went out on the driveway to greet them. It was obvious they were having a fabulous time and here we were on this perfect night to enjoy ourselves even more. They came in and we all talked and laughed and had a drink and shared good times. Then we sat around the living room couch and watched the wedding slide show, which had plenty of pictures of Jordan it it. Then they piled back into the van - such wonderful, clean cut, happy boys. Perhaps this was the last "hurrah." I was jealous of youth and wanted to be having those good times in that van myself!

I'll write another memory :).

Brenda Knowlton - Kimberly Oldham's Mom
January 20, 2006 12:38 pm

I'm Kimberly and Josh's brother-in-law, and I want to share how wonderful I always remember Jordan being in every opportunity I had to be with him. I recall that during the summer of 2004, Kimberly and Jordan accompanied Melanie and mysefl on a double-date to go frisbee-golfing. That was the first time I had met Jordan, and I was really impressed with how great of a guy he is. He was always smiling and made us all feel very comfortable around him. Since then I've always held Jordan in high regard. He's just a great guy who makes everyone around him feel good. I know that I don't know him as well as many other people, but from what I do know, he's as good of a person as I've ever met. My prayers and thoughts are with his family and loved ones.

Nick Barrett
January 20, 2006 11:46 am

Jordan was one of my FHE brothers freshman year at BYU, and he truly was a brother! He always had a kind word, a listening ear, a cheerful sense of humor, and that penetrating, radiant smile that we all love so much. He was "his brother's [or sister's] keeper" and I was a constant recipient of his generous friendship. Last night I looked through pictures from Freshman year and reflected on how his example and watchful care eased the separation from home, and inspired me to live my life more like our Savior. Thank you to Brother and Sister Fowers for rearing such a wonderful son....a parent's righteous influence has a ripple effect that reaches many more people than you probably realize. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Laurel Rainsdon Nunnery
January 20, 2006 11:09 am

I was blessed to be one of Jordan's roommates a few years ago, and I have to say, he was the best roommate I ever had. I've never met anyone who had his or her head on straighter. Jordan knew why he was here, and he never lost his perspective. I am saddened to hear of his passing, but I feel blessed to have known him and witnessed his example.

Josh Loud
January 20, 2006 10:17 am

Jordan was a great hometeacher and friend to me. The thing that I remember most about him is his big smile. He could always cheer you up when you were down. He was so kind to everyone. I also remember his wonderful testimony of this great gospel. You could feel it just by being next to him. He will be missed here but I know he is doing a great work on the other side. my love and thoughts are with his family and friends!

Gaylene Kennington
January 20, 2006 8:58 am

I had the pleasure of being in the same Family Home Evening group as Jordan during my freshman year at BYU. My roommates and I all loved our FHE brothers- we knew we had the best group!! We loved getting together for lessons and counted on each other for moral support. You could always feel the Spirit during those lessons and in their apartment. The bond those boys shared was evident. Thanks for setting such a good example to all of us Jordan! I've never forgotten the Mormonad picture of you! Please accept my condolences as I cannot make it to the funeral.

Bethany Logan Sorensen
January 20, 2006 7:39 am

I have had the pleasure of knowing Jordan and his family for over 12 years, through friendship with his sister Brittany. I am so touched by the outpouring of love and admiration for Jordan. He is truly deserving. I just want to thank Britt and her family for the opportunity I've had to know them. They are such a special family, and I can only imagine what the reunion will be like on the other side. Love and Prayers to all of you.

MaryAnn Treasure
January 19, 2006 9:55 pm

All I wanted to say is that I am so proud to be Jordan's little brother. He was the best brother you could ever have. I know that I will see him again.

Hunter Fowers
January 19, 2006 4:36 pm

I am Jordan Fowers little brother. I just wanted to say how proud I am to be his little brother. Also of how much of an example he was to me. To end my paragraph I wanted to say how glad I am to be his brother.

Hunter Fowers
January 19, 2006 4:33 pm

My two favorite memories of Jordan are that he's the only person I know of who inspired us to clap whenever he came into the room, and also how much he brushed his teeth. He always turned me down (very politely) when I offered him food, but he had really clean teeth. He was one of the first people I met when I moved to Provo, and was the first to invite me over to do anything (we made cookies). He made fun of me later because I was still nervous to be in Provo at all, so I kept trying to leave and go back to my room. He was a very good, thoughtful friend and I'm grateful to have known him.

Kristi Lundstrom
January 18, 2006 11:40 pm

Jordan always talked about missionary companions from Mexico who wanted to go to BYU but couldn't possibly do it because of lack of funds, so we have established a Memorial Scholarship fund called the Jordan Kimball Fowers Scholarship that will provide a scholarship each year for someone from Mexico or another latin country. The address where to send a donation will be on the back of the funeral program or you can e-mail me and I will give it to you. Thanks for all your kind words and support.

Jana Fowers--Jordan's mother
January 18, 2006 10:24 pm

I think my favorite memory of Jordan was a time when we were both sharing the kitchen one afternoon. I was doing homework, and Jordan was reading scriptures. I looked up and asked him," watchu up to?" He smiled and said, "oh, you now, just veggin'." I've thought back on this moment often through the years. He is what a Latter Day Saint should be.
He made sure people felt loved and appreciated. Many ward members would comment to me that they appreciated his efforts to make sure people were included. Even I noticed. After he moved out of the apartment and I stayed, he still would keep calling me and inviting me to whatever activity was going on (knowing that I needed the social activity a lot more than I've ever been willing to admit). He even had the funniest habit of trying to get all us 'macho' roomates to hug every night.
I didn't believe it when Jenny told me that he died. I had heard he was having surgery, but didn't realize how serious it was. When it finally hit me that he was gone, I just felt horrible that we had never taken any pictures together. But I know that if I can live a Christ-like life as Jordan did, we'll get another chance to make some memories on the other side of the veil.
God bless all those who knew him (and those that didn't) with courage that they may continue steadfastly the journey home.

Bryan Beus
January 18, 2006 9:06 pm

I remember Jordan as a little kid, coming into the office where I was fortunate enough to work with his father. What impressed me about Jordan was that he seemed to have a maturity far beyond his years. That and his ever present smile.

It has almost become a cliche to say that those who passed before us have fulfilled there mission here and earth, and were called by God to a greater mission. After reading about the very profound effect this young man has had on those around him, I can say of Jordan that this was most certainly true.

Sam and Jana, I would like to thank you for raising a son like Jordan, who inspired everyone he met to become a better person.

Sam, I would like to thank you for your compassion and freindship during the very difficult period of greiving over the loss of my own son. It means more to me than you will ever know.

May God bless you and your family.

Scott Christensen
January 18, 2006 6:53 pm

Wow. Just from reading and hearing so much about Jordan, I can tell he was a wonderful person. I have only seen and talked to him a couple of times at different family get-togethers, but he was always smiling and serving others. I am only 14, and still have a ways to go. Thank you Jordan for being such a great guy. You have inspired me and strengthened my testimony of holding to the rod.
We are praying for you guys.

Andrew Beckett
January 18, 2006 6:19 pm

One time I went over to Jordan's apartment when he lived in Miller Apartments because I loved the guys that lived there. I walked in and Jordan was mopping the floor, and it wasn't even cleaning checks. I was so taken back that I proposed to him on the spot (any guy who mops his floor living with a bunch of boys is amazing). After being denied countless times, I continued to love teasing Jordan and making him laugh.
We always clapped whenever Jordan entered our apartment. We don't know why. We just did, and Josh used to be a little jealous:).
Other memories include Jordan making the only oatmeal raison cookies I liked and going hiking and caving during the summer. He always had a positive attitude and did what was right 100% of the time. We tried to get him to stay up late with us and play, but he was focused and knew what he wanted, so he would go to bed.
After having a bad night at my apartment one weekend, I walked over to his house and he brought out treats and I watched James Bond with him and Patrick. Then we sat and talked afterward and he insisted on driving me home (when he probably just wanted to go to bed).
I was so shocked when Jordan passed away, but as everyone seems to agree, he was the most prepared to go. In a way it is kind of nice to have a friend like Jordan on the other side. Maybe he can help us out. Jordan, I want a good looking husband like you!

Jenni Morgan
January 18, 2006 4:50 pm

Jordan was one of the most self-less examples of pure love I have ever met. I don't think I have ever seen him when he wasn't smiling. When I heard of his death and read the obituary, I couldn't help but appreciate the phrase, "Jordan was so well-prepared that even the fasting and prayers of hundreds couldn't keep him here." I think that is 100% true. He lived a better life than anyone I know and if there is anyone I can feel comfortable KNOWING that he is truly in a better place it is Jordan. I don't include my name, because I didn't know him as well as the rest of you but that just goes to show what a profound impact he had on just one old friend.

Anonymous
January 18, 2006 4:14 pm

Thank you for this beautiful website. The viewing on Saturday is at the Chapel where the funeral is, not at the Russon Bros Mortuary. This was confusing in the obituary, but maybe you can fix it on this website, anyway.

Many thanks,

Jordan's father.

Sam Fowers
January 18, 2006 3:11 pm

I am Kimberly's sister, and had the fortune of knowing Jordan through her friendship with him. The first time I really got to know him a bit was when my husband and I went on a double date with he and Kimberly to play frisbee golf. Not only was Jordan quite good at frisbee golf, he also made the date very fun. I felt so comfortable with Jordan - I hardly knew him but felt as if I had known him for years. He smiled the entire time and made me feel at ease. We all laughed a lot.

Ever since then I have really admired Jordan and felt that he is a special kind of man - the kind you would want your best friend or sister to marry, and that's quite an honor! I never saw him without a smile, without making those around him happy and helping everyone laugh.

The night before Kimberly and Josh's wedding, when Jordan was visiting my family's house, we all got the chance to enjoy his happy nature. When he got in the car with his friends and drove away last night, all of us commented on what a great person he was. The next day, we enjoyed having him with us at the wedding and hearing him speak and the luncheon. It really meant a lot to have him in the temple for the wedding and present at all of the celebrations.

I have cried a great deal, but I feel in my heart that Jordan is with Heavenly Father, and that his death has been a joyful time for him, though it is so hard for us. I am grateful to have known Jordan, and for the positive influence he has had in my life - a greater influence than one would think for how much I knew him. I admired Jordan, I frequently spoke well of him and heard him well spoken of, I never saw him without a grin. My prayers have been with him and the Fowers family and friends for the past week. May the Lord bless and keep you, as only He can.

Melanie Barrett
January 18, 2006 2:32 pm

We were so sorry to hear of Jordan's passing! He and our son, Dan, were on Drumline together at Davis and our son, Scott, was in Madrigals with Summer. We can only imagine the pain this temporary separation must cause your family and our thoughts and prayers for comfort and peace are with you. However, we rejoice with you in knowing where Jordan is and that he valiantly fulfilled his mission here on the earth. You're so blessed to have such a righteous son and brother and we're confident he's fulfilling his mission now on the other side and will continue to be such a blessing to your family. May the Lord bless and comfort all of you and know that you are prayed for and thought of with much love.

Beth Hilton
January 18, 2006 11:57 am

It's amazing how someone whom you have never met can touch your life and inspire you. As I read the newpaper this morning, Jordan's obituary caught my eye. As I read it I was overcome with emotion and tears. How fortunate are his family and friends to have known such a wonderful son of God! I hope that you can find peace in the knowlege that he has completed the work that God sent him here to do, and that he continues his great work in a much better place. How joyful will be the day that you are all reunited with Jordan again! Until then, may God bless you and comfort you at this most difficult time.

anonymous
January 18, 2006 11:27 am

I wrote on a card we all gave Jordan the night before his surgery, You keep the commandments better than anyone I know. He has always been an example to me in doing what is right no matter what the consequence may be. His correct choices throughout his life allowed him to be at peace even when he knew the possible outcomes of his surgery. The greatest comfort for me has been the knowledge of the temple covenants and blessings. I know he kept his covenants and he completed his work here. I am excited for the work he can and will accomplish in the spirit world.
Jordan is the nicest person and would always do anything for anyone. His selfless attitude often led him to drop whatever he was doing to give someone a ride, listen to someone talk, cook a roommate dinner, or clean up a roommate’s mess. Jordan is so selfless that he would probably delay his own progression by being here now for us if he could. He truly lived the scripture, but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel’s, the same shall save it.
I remember when we started college together; he would always make his bed and often make mine and the other roommates’ too. I thought it was nice but that as the semester got busy he would stop doing it; he didn’t. And even after 3 and half years he was still making my bed on occasion (for the record, I did make my own bed sometimes and I for sure made it more often living with him due to his good influence and I even made his bed a few times). He was and is an example to me and so many others and his influence in this life will last forever.

Josh Oldham
January 18, 2006 10:32 am

Jordan is one of the nicest people I have ever met. As a roomate of Jordan, he always put others first. He would polish his roomates' shoes and clean up the apartment before doing other important tasks he had, such as homework. Even when he did this, he still would receive very high grades. I know that as he put the Lord and others first in his life, the Lord blessed him and loved him very much.

Jordan is a great example of following Christ. His selfless attitude led him to always put the needs of others before his own. Jordan was a Christ-like friend to everyone. He was always there for you and would even drive hundreds of miles (more than once) to support his friends at their weddings.

Just a few days before Jordan passed away, I ran into him at the MTC. As I watched him help the missionaries, he showed great love to them and helped them to become more like Christ too.

After being Jordan's roomate and being with him a lot, I suppose that he was too good for this world. I have never met anyone as kind as he is. Jordan truly was and is a great example of Christ; he inspired me and many others to be more like our Savior, Jesus Christ. We love you Jordan. Thank you for your Christ-like example.

James Max Christensen
January 18, 2006 10:13 am